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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
So how was yesterday? the swensens nice or not? haha.. im so bloated la... today muz work hard to earn back the money liao...
i feel like quitting my job, there is a lot of things out there for me to attend to... and for me to work on or train on also...
and i couldnt spend my whole day on a stupid standing ard thing and earning cash, instead of doing somethin more productive to me in the future.. the cash i earn can onli last me for a short term..
ok. tats all for today.. gotta go for work liao.. wish me luck...
i feel like quitting my job, there is a lot of things out there for me to attend to... and for me to work on or train on also...
and i couldnt spend my whole day on a stupid standing ard thing and earning cash, instead of doing somethin more productive to me in the future.. the cash i earn can onli last me for a short term..
ok. tats all for today.. gotta go for work liao.. wish me luck...
Stupid at 7:36 AM
Monday, November 28, 2005
im bored again..
and when im bored, i think of stupid things..
how i am not like most people where their lives are colourful and attractive, where mine is like dull grey.. not black or white, but grey.. undefined...
tats why i suddenly like batman.. grey life.. like mine.. but his is full of action packed adventures.. mine is like full of couch potaotes and his amazing pillows...
i hope life will be more colourful with some adventures in it..
who noes? world war 3?
ok.. im bored...
and when im bored, i think of stupid things..
how i am not like most people where their lives are colourful and attractive, where mine is like dull grey.. not black or white, but grey.. undefined...
tats why i suddenly like batman.. grey life.. like mine.. but his is full of action packed adventures.. mine is like full of couch potaotes and his amazing pillows...
i hope life will be more colourful with some adventures in it..
who noes? world war 3?
ok.. im bored...
Stupid at 9:17 AM
some how, i have the blessings for having good food...
every single time i meet someone or something, i ended up in a high class posh restaurant eating dishes of food each worth approx 50 bucks...
dun be jealous guys, its juz me and my lucky life..
yesterday, my mum boss treat us to a restaurant in republic of singapore yatch club...
posh place.. with a great view out to sea, u can see the sun set, sky is red, with a bit of purple, beautiful.. and somehow, yesterday waters were blue, not green.. and u are like eating by the sea...
how can i forget the boneless chicken wings stuffed with otah, the big lobster with meat so chewy and like a mouthful of meat in ur mouth... mussels with great muscles, and of course, the scenery..
too bad no pretty girls there, if not it'll be perfect.. theres onli one skinny looking dumb waitress ard my age tats all.. but she damn ugly...
and u could see all those private rich pple ships sailing in the seas.. whoa.. life i always wanted when i grow up.. duno have the chance or not...
it struck me when my mum boss ask me what i wanna be.. my ambitions..
as u all noe, when it comes to ambitions, i have many, thus ended myself in doing nothing at all...
comic artist, pilot, scientist, engineer, scrpt writer.. list goes on..
and when she told me i gotta focus, it kept me spurring all nite..
and now, i decided.. i wanna be a pilot.. if i can..
place some action in my life instead of me in the lab with papers.. maybe be a fighter pilot, then a commercial pilot, childhood dream..
i dun care wat if u dream to fly, dream on crap... cause when u believe in ur dream, it no longers become a dream.. it becomes something else entirely...
every single time i meet someone or something, i ended up in a high class posh restaurant eating dishes of food each worth approx 50 bucks...
dun be jealous guys, its juz me and my lucky life..
yesterday, my mum boss treat us to a restaurant in republic of singapore yatch club...
posh place.. with a great view out to sea, u can see the sun set, sky is red, with a bit of purple, beautiful.. and somehow, yesterday waters were blue, not green.. and u are like eating by the sea...
how can i forget the boneless chicken wings stuffed with otah, the big lobster with meat so chewy and like a mouthful of meat in ur mouth... mussels with great muscles, and of course, the scenery..
too bad no pretty girls there, if not it'll be perfect.. theres onli one skinny looking dumb waitress ard my age tats all.. but she damn ugly...
and u could see all those private rich pple ships sailing in the seas.. whoa.. life i always wanted when i grow up.. duno have the chance or not...
it struck me when my mum boss ask me what i wanna be.. my ambitions..
as u all noe, when it comes to ambitions, i have many, thus ended myself in doing nothing at all...
comic artist, pilot, scientist, engineer, scrpt writer.. list goes on..
and when she told me i gotta focus, it kept me spurring all nite..
and now, i decided.. i wanna be a pilot.. if i can..
place some action in my life instead of me in the lab with papers.. maybe be a fighter pilot, then a commercial pilot, childhood dream..
i dun care wat if u dream to fly, dream on crap... cause when u believe in ur dream, it no longers become a dream.. it becomes something else entirely...
Stupid at 8:35 AM
As i promised.. i shall show u how it feels like to be ranked...
behold, the ranks of the most kuai lan guys in the college!
1) Keng Loong [master who taught chin kuan everythin]
2)Wensley [Loyal servant of kemg loong, follows his orders and plans]
3) Chin Kuan [sorry dude, its juz tat u are his frens]
4) me [ to counter kuai lan their kuai lan]
5) stedston [ come back from mount K tau me nv contact me one]
there is still a list to go, but if i shall continue, prob will be whacked up to become a pizza or smth..
so wens, how it feels like being rank huh?
too bad u arent no 1 rite?
behold, the ranks of the most kuai lan guys in the college!
1) Keng Loong [master who taught chin kuan everythin]
2)Wensley [Loyal servant of kemg loong, follows his orders and plans]
3) Chin Kuan [sorry dude, its juz tat u are his frens]
4) me [ to counter kuai lan their kuai lan]
5) stedston [ come back from mount K tau me nv contact me one]
there is still a list to go, but if i shall continue, prob will be whacked up to become a pizza or smth..
so wens, how it feels like being rank huh?
too bad u arent no 1 rite?
Stupid at 8:27 AM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
it is so true for u not to judge a book by its cover.. yeserday i went to work and bought home a batman comic...
Batman:hush, is one of the most popular and well written comic in comic con 2003. and despite its dull covers, the story inside is totally amazing.. shld have bought that instead of knighfall... now i noe why so many customers are crazy fans of Jim Lee.. great comic artist... perhaps want more of his works..
i learn alot in this job, perhaps more on selling comic and wise variety of titles and authors, but i do learn something rite?
Batman : hush, batman finally falls in love with catwoman, kissed... yet, his enemies made him to suspect catwoman, in the end, they did not be together.. sad.. i tot finally bruce had his love life suceesful or something.. love tragedy..
Whats the use of being tall dark and handsome without anyone to aprreciate u?
i hope cats love bats...
Batman:hush, is one of the most popular and well written comic in comic con 2003. and despite its dull covers, the story inside is totally amazing.. shld have bought that instead of knighfall... now i noe why so many customers are crazy fans of Jim Lee.. great comic artist... perhaps want more of his works..
i learn alot in this job, perhaps more on selling comic and wise variety of titles and authors, but i do learn something rite?
Batman : hush, batman finally falls in love with catwoman, kissed... yet, his enemies made him to suspect catwoman, in the end, they did not be together.. sad.. i tot finally bruce had his love life suceesful or something.. love tragedy..
Whats the use of being tall dark and handsome without anyone to aprreciate u?
i hope cats love bats...
Stupid at 11:38 AM
Friday, November 25, 2005
Now im sure...
all those past people, are juz minor crushes....
and for this, its a major crush, thus, no longer a crush.. its more than that liao..
im sure.. is she?
or is she juz another joke that played on me like the last time?
No....
This time im sure... im very sure....
i hope...
sorry that i took so long to see it..
all those past people, are juz minor crushes....
and for this, its a major crush, thus, no longer a crush.. its more than that liao..
im sure.. is she?
or is she juz another joke that played on me like the last time?
No....
This time im sure... im very sure....
i hope...
sorry that i took so long to see it..
Stupid at 2:35 PM
i feel so alone... in fact, i am alone rite here, rite now...
thinking back, so many people come and go in my life, and few stay with u throughout ur life.. tats the sad truth...
now, sted went mount k, mag when KL, ck duno wat happen, Yh go work, john go council, jolene birthday, happy birthday, me no work, parents went work, wens zoey yv duno wat happen, aaron sweesien also duno wat happen, luqman continue to tok big some where, Poh hui is far far away duno where.. so i am here, alone.. till they all comes back...
sudeenly miss them all so much, duno why, the fun we had together and stuff... if onli i didnt do it, perhaps, she will still be talking to us and still with me now, so im not so alone..
like they said, hard times always passes by so slowly, savouring ur torture of boredom.. how evil can it be?
one thing good is tat rm i work, so one day gone.. and sun mag come back liao, forgot ask when sted come back..
since i nothin to do now, maybe later go buy christmas present.. hint*
gotta make somethin special for everyone.. look out k? haha...
day 1 : just a few mins past like hours... come back, come back..
thinking back, so many people come and go in my life, and few stay with u throughout ur life.. tats the sad truth...
now, sted went mount k, mag when KL, ck duno wat happen, Yh go work, john go council, jolene birthday, happy birthday, me no work, parents went work, wens zoey yv duno wat happen, aaron sweesien also duno wat happen, luqman continue to tok big some where, Poh hui is far far away duno where.. so i am here, alone.. till they all comes back...
sudeenly miss them all so much, duno why, the fun we had together and stuff... if onli i didnt do it, perhaps, she will still be talking to us and still with me now, so im not so alone..
like they said, hard times always passes by so slowly, savouring ur torture of boredom.. how evil can it be?
one thing good is tat rm i work, so one day gone.. and sun mag come back liao, forgot ask when sted come back..
since i nothin to do now, maybe later go buy christmas present.. hint*
gotta make somethin special for everyone.. look out k? haha...
day 1 : just a few mins past like hours... come back, come back..
Stupid at 10:06 AM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
The war has begun.. and i'm in it... one of those tiny minions which are manipulated by some mastermind obliviously.. everyone is so confused rite now.. arghh...
anyway, im so into this war that i neglected alot of things.. my frenz, wens zoey yvonne, wonder how are they nv hear them since got noes when, and also, sharm, sorry, im kinda busy.. so many things to settle.. so little time..
why do u have to carry on with this war? move back a step u go heaven, advance a step hell begins.. yet u are still so rigid in ur thinking that u feel that u are doing the right thing.. i now u are the one who is suffering la, but if u dun go hell, who goes?
sometimes we muz be vindicated to solve several problems in life. and i noe it is difficult but then again, what is not difficult in life rite?
she may be evil, wrong, or lying or watever. but if the country depends on a treaty sign bt u and her, u dont have a choice u understand? u dont !!!!!
it is better sometimes to sacrifice one self for the sake of others, even for those who u NOT love. cause this way u could bring peace to the pple around u, including the opnes u care...
if a egg gonna smash to the floor, it breaks, but if a egg smash to sponge, it remains in tact.. be the sponge can? cause if it gets messy, u gonna clear it up...
lastly, mag is really have no hard feelings against u.. i really juz dun like the way u ignore her, feels so heartbreaking seeing good frens turn on each other....
if u wish that life should be like be a fairy tale, where pple live hapily ever after, with no hatred nor curses, u have to wipe the hatred of urself first, then the fairy tale will come true, cinderella....
hope this end asap... dreaming of the end of the war....
anyway, im so into this war that i neglected alot of things.. my frenz, wens zoey yvonne, wonder how are they nv hear them since got noes when, and also, sharm, sorry, im kinda busy.. so many things to settle.. so little time..
why do u have to carry on with this war? move back a step u go heaven, advance a step hell begins.. yet u are still so rigid in ur thinking that u feel that u are doing the right thing.. i now u are the one who is suffering la, but if u dun go hell, who goes?
sometimes we muz be vindicated to solve several problems in life. and i noe it is difficult but then again, what is not difficult in life rite?
she may be evil, wrong, or lying or watever. but if the country depends on a treaty sign bt u and her, u dont have a choice u understand? u dont !!!!!
it is better sometimes to sacrifice one self for the sake of others, even for those who u NOT love. cause this way u could bring peace to the pple around u, including the opnes u care...
if a egg gonna smash to the floor, it breaks, but if a egg smash to sponge, it remains in tact.. be the sponge can? cause if it gets messy, u gonna clear it up...
lastly, mag is really have no hard feelings against u.. i really juz dun like the way u ignore her, feels so heartbreaking seeing good frens turn on each other....
if u wish that life should be like be a fairy tale, where pple live hapily ever after, with no hatred nor curses, u have to wipe the hatred of urself first, then the fairy tale will come true, cinderella....
hope this end asap... dreaming of the end of the war....
Stupid at 7:48 AM
Monday, November 21, 2005
I think im now put to test now.. of how much ive trained throughout this year.. all bout my mental endurance, strength and whats furthermore, way of handling tings.. alot of prob juz boom out at one time when im not my prime.. gues i gotta sort all this out..
i wanna make a correction about the fantasy come true part.. fantasy come true when u believe and work for it, yes... but one of the dreams which will not come true is love.. no matter how u believe in it, hoping it to come true, and work towards it, it nv comes.. and sometimes the more u work, the worst it gets.. tats the sad part of life.. love is pain... an unvaluable part of life which humans, oblivious to is value, treasure with high stakes... i dun understand it too.. i chose not to...
the war is already going on out there.. pple are already taking sides.. no one is sure which is the right side they should choose or be chosen.. the line of the dark and light side is unclear.. initially i lay my honour to the republic.. but now i even have doubts whether the republic is the right pple i shld serve.. im so confused... but i trust the republic so much.. the kind acts it have done, the numbers it has save and all the things we did together as men and the republic. but now.. seperatist forces blured my loyalty.. initially thought that seperatist was clearly the dark side.. but now im really unsure.. stupid wars...
these times are really v hard for me to endure and live in.. hope camp hurry comes to let me get away from it.. if only i could save them all....
i wanna make a correction about the fantasy come true part.. fantasy come true when u believe and work for it, yes... but one of the dreams which will not come true is love.. no matter how u believe in it, hoping it to come true, and work towards it, it nv comes.. and sometimes the more u work, the worst it gets.. tats the sad part of life.. love is pain... an unvaluable part of life which humans, oblivious to is value, treasure with high stakes... i dun understand it too.. i chose not to...
the war is already going on out there.. pple are already taking sides.. no one is sure which is the right side they should choose or be chosen.. the line of the dark and light side is unclear.. initially i lay my honour to the republic.. but now i even have doubts whether the republic is the right pple i shld serve.. im so confused... but i trust the republic so much.. the kind acts it have done, the numbers it has save and all the things we did together as men and the republic. but now.. seperatist forces blured my loyalty.. initially thought that seperatist was clearly the dark side.. but now im really unsure.. stupid wars...
these times are really v hard for me to endure and live in.. hope camp hurry comes to let me get away from it.. if only i could save them all....
Stupid at 8:15 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
I've felt that im at my breaking point....
so many problems to solve all at the same time..
problems with the same smount of intensity in each of them
i mustnt fall if not i fail them all...
hope i could save them all...
ps:still praying for english
so many problems to solve all at the same time..
problems with the same smount of intensity in each of them
i mustnt fall if not i fail them all...
hope i could save them all...
ps:still praying for english
Stupid at 7:08 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
heloz.. back from chalet!!! didnt expect it to be that fun la...
if write down everything will die.. so i put a list of crazy things..
ride bike from east coast to changi village and opp engineering.. to and fro and to by bus.. fro by take bike... one of the fro is ride under rain.. speed... approx 20 km per trip .. so i travelled 60 on bike...
eat 2 days of bbq.. so lao sai... eat bao chi yuan... then the shit solidifies.. now shit v difficult...
i spend like $75 or more on everything...
i endured 2 nites of no sleppp but only got forty winks...
im just glad that our class didnt turn out to be as bad as i expected...
if write down everything will die.. so i put a list of crazy things..
ride bike from east coast to changi village and opp engineering.. to and fro and to by bus.. fro by take bike... one of the fro is ride under rain.. speed... approx 20 km per trip .. so i travelled 60 on bike...
eat 2 days of bbq.. so lao sai... eat bao chi yuan... then the shit solidifies.. now shit v difficult...
i spend like $75 or more on everything...
i endured 2 nites of no sleppp but only got forty winks...
im just glad that our class didnt turn out to be as bad as i expected...
Stupid at 8:38 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Hi there... im gonna vanish for 3 days from today... go to a place to escape my problems and think about my life...
no la.. juz joking,, im gonna have a class chalet sarting from today!!!! YAy!!!! not like zoey they all nv even made the effort to book...
so its my !st time to have class chalet and miraculously my parents let me go sia.. hahaha...
anyway..im rather excited bout it.. so gotta stop blogging liao...hahha
ps:hope the ghost hunting would be fun..
no la.. juz joking,, im gonna have a class chalet sarting from today!!!! YAy!!!! not like zoey they all nv even made the effort to book...
so its my !st time to have class chalet and miraculously my parents let me go sia.. hahaha...
anyway..im rather excited bout it.. so gotta stop blogging liao...hahha
ps:hope the ghost hunting would be fun..
Stupid at 7:34 AM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
TADA! new bloggie.. See! i did this all by myself.. so proud.. poh hui! no need ur help le! haha..
ok.. so yesterday i was on the bus going to jurong point with great intentions to buy sted present.. (which we didnt buy at last.. dont tell him!!) and i was thinking.... of how fantasy are so magical and great..
have u ever felt that when u think about if there is a planet in space far far away which we requires certain lightyears to travel and even before we reach there we may die? hope u understand what im tryin to say here.. if u do understand good for u
my point is,if u felt that travelling to a planet seemed so impossible and out of reach.. have u ever wondered, when our fore fathers.. the primitive tribes and other animals felt that u travel from singapore to malaysia on foot requires u a lifetime and u think it is almost impossible to get to the other side of the earth?
well someone, or something or some whatever it is, made a dream or a fantasy that, one day, they might have the powers or magic to go to the other side of the earth.. which now, they did it.. by cars, planes, train, trucks..
my point is... their dreams came true it is because they believed in it.. so much so that although they didnt have magic or powers, they could still achieve their dreams in travelling far distances within a short time.. they made their dreams come true.. have u?
all i wanted to tell u guys is that if u believe hard enuff, long enuff and well enuff, and willing to pu in effort in it.. dreams , even impossible dreams, may come true.. nothing is impossible! and it is true!
name me something impossible now and perhaps in the future it is just something we take it for granted.. like the buses we take or the fridge we have..
who noes? maybe tomorrow we can travel to space and go to coruscant to meet Yoda.. u noe, shake hands and stuff..haha...
so for those who are sad, suffering from pms or depression, or just because of something that make u unhappy, dont give up ur dreams on things.. as u never noe it may come true jus a second later...
ok.. so yesterday i was on the bus going to jurong point with great intentions to buy sted present.. (which we didnt buy at last.. dont tell him!!) and i was thinking.... of how fantasy are so magical and great..
have u ever felt that when u think about if there is a planet in space far far away which we requires certain lightyears to travel and even before we reach there we may die? hope u understand what im tryin to say here.. if u do understand good for u
my point is,if u felt that travelling to a planet seemed so impossible and out of reach.. have u ever wondered, when our fore fathers.. the primitive tribes and other animals felt that u travel from singapore to malaysia on foot requires u a lifetime and u think it is almost impossible to get to the other side of the earth?
well someone, or something or some whatever it is, made a dream or a fantasy that, one day, they might have the powers or magic to go to the other side of the earth.. which now, they did it.. by cars, planes, train, trucks..
my point is... their dreams came true it is because they believed in it.. so much so that although they didnt have magic or powers, they could still achieve their dreams in travelling far distances within a short time.. they made their dreams come true.. have u?
all i wanted to tell u guys is that if u believe hard enuff, long enuff and well enuff, and willing to pu in effort in it.. dreams , even impossible dreams, may come true.. nothing is impossible! and it is true!
name me something impossible now and perhaps in the future it is just something we take it for granted.. like the buses we take or the fridge we have..
who noes? maybe tomorrow we can travel to space and go to coruscant to meet Yoda.. u noe, shake hands and stuff..haha...
so for those who are sad, suffering from pms or depression, or just because of something that make u unhappy, dont give up ur dreams on things.. as u never noe it may come true jus a second later...
Stupid at 3:13 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
my english o level exams is oming.. 9 nov.. this wednesday, a day after today... where other kids are worrying about whether they had played enough, im worrying about my exams.. and i noe that this is no ordinary exam. if i fail this, i will be kicked out of pjc, not a pioneer anymore, not a s21 cm any more, not part of the so2 gang any more... the price to pay if i fail is too high.. i couldnt afford it..
i remember when i first found out that i failed my english my 1st intention was to come jc, if fail again then nvm go mi and try again.. in the past i could say nevermind so easily to pioneer, leave and go.. but now, ive foster such strong bonds with the school, the people, my friends, i dun want to go. like mrs chua said. pjc is a sanctaury for everyone.. saving people from dark past and recover.. pple like me.. i dun wanna leave this place.. in order to do so, i MUST pass english..
unlike science or maths, where the ans are there for u to memorise and understand. eng is v unpredictable.. if that day i not at my prime and the marker also bad day then i will fail.. juz like before.. im soo afraid.. ive been wondering this right after my bday till now..
and eversince the day that yvonne zoey wens RJ and kengloog celebrated my bday, the more i couldnt bear to leave them, they are actually the frens ive been waiting and hoping for.. and now they are with me, the fear of a possibility that i may leave them lies there.. im afraid to lose them.. i cant leave them yet.. there are so many things not yet to say to them, not yet been done, not yet to do for them and now, if i fail, i leave
and i noe if i ever to leave, even though we can meet up, things will never be the same again, we will not talk the same way anymore. do the same things.. ive choose the wrong choice of not staying inthe class.. im not gonna choose the wrong choice again... i Must stay.. no matter wat.. yet the fear lies within me, telling me that u still might fail. i dont understand how did i fail also.. all along, my english had been acceptable.. suddenly, i become some sort of alien which does not noe such a language.. argghh!!!
i kept praying.. day till night.. hoping that i will pass this exam.. yes, pass.. not distinction.. just a pass woyuld be enuff.. pls god.. grant me pass.. arghh.. im willing to exchange 20 days of having eating vergetarian if i past.. i swear.. god pls.. help me..
plan b: if i fail, where shld i go? MI?poly? wat course? clouded the future is.. i really duno where to go.. god.. pls give me a smooth sialing path in my life.. continue my a levels in PJC as i have great plans ahead there...
Please let me pass my english once and for all..
i remember when i first found out that i failed my english my 1st intention was to come jc, if fail again then nvm go mi and try again.. in the past i could say nevermind so easily to pioneer, leave and go.. but now, ive foster such strong bonds with the school, the people, my friends, i dun want to go. like mrs chua said. pjc is a sanctaury for everyone.. saving people from dark past and recover.. pple like me.. i dun wanna leave this place.. in order to do so, i MUST pass english..
unlike science or maths, where the ans are there for u to memorise and understand. eng is v unpredictable.. if that day i not at my prime and the marker also bad day then i will fail.. juz like before.. im soo afraid.. ive been wondering this right after my bday till now..
and eversince the day that yvonne zoey wens RJ and kengloog celebrated my bday, the more i couldnt bear to leave them, they are actually the frens ive been waiting and hoping for.. and now they are with me, the fear of a possibility that i may leave them lies there.. im afraid to lose them.. i cant leave them yet.. there are so many things not yet to say to them, not yet been done, not yet to do for them and now, if i fail, i leave
and i noe if i ever to leave, even though we can meet up, things will never be the same again, we will not talk the same way anymore. do the same things.. ive choose the wrong choice of not staying inthe class.. im not gonna choose the wrong choice again... i Must stay.. no matter wat.. yet the fear lies within me, telling me that u still might fail. i dont understand how did i fail also.. all along, my english had been acceptable.. suddenly, i become some sort of alien which does not noe such a language.. argghh!!!
i kept praying.. day till night.. hoping that i will pass this exam.. yes, pass.. not distinction.. just a pass woyuld be enuff.. pls god.. grant me pass.. arghh.. im willing to exchange 20 days of having eating vergetarian if i past.. i swear.. god pls.. help me..
plan b: if i fail, where shld i go? MI?poly? wat course? clouded the future is.. i really duno where to go.. god.. pls give me a smooth sialing path in my life.. continue my a levels in PJC as i have great plans ahead there...
Please let me pass my english once and for all..
Stupid at 11:46 AM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
ok.. where were we? eat cheese cake rite? then after that from there i go to the riverside point there, past by hooters, see hot babes lining up and then see a mgician who seems like duno magic.. then went to the riverside point.. saw a water fountain.. me went thru the fountain as they dared me to do so.. luckily it didint change pattern so i wasnt wet.. damp la.. then walk..
wah! u noe what we saw! UFO! unidentified flying object.. untill we identified it.. it was actually an cardboard with lights flying here and there controlled by remote control by a old man and a middle aged man.. damn nice la.. tey do lotsa stunts.. like the jedi star fighter like that.. twixting twirling.. turning diving.. wah.. amazing. we just sat and watch and talk la.. watch till the plane crash and the propeller break.. then we go off.. haha.. so mean.. but haha..
went back.. and saw the magician not at his booth.. oh ya... and we go by past this indochine pub thing where yvonne went real berserk into going in and wens was like saying he entered be 4 and yvonne jealous and she msg me wat went i get more toned up and slim down then go insdie attract hot chicks or wat.. but she juz wanna go inside in my next bday.. as i turn 18..
ok.. then by pass this pub with sexual jokes.. by pass this sign board and saw buy me (a crab) and get him free (a sea bass).. then damn funny... ok.. heres the fun part..
went to watch this reverse bungi.. wah $50to have one ride.. but lotsa japanese, or duno from which planet come and take.. wah lau.. damn funny.. japanese jumb we shout or i shout ohhiyo kodomo then naruto and mitsubitshi honda suzuki.. duno jap juz say all the brands.. haha... then i say wat fly up once 10 dollar, ocillate again 20 dollar, to make it stable 10 dollar, bring it down 10 dollar. altogether 50 dolars.. come down is the heart pain cause pocket burned a hole.. haha... damn funny la...
then we all watch like so intense that i sweat alot.. feel as though i took the ride like that.. but like so intense la.. me sweat like siao...
ok then we walk back to the raffles first set foot there and stone.. then walk to fullerton and stone.. ya,, forgot to say, we in the afternoon also go inside fullerton to explore and got stuck in the stair way cause got no handle one then wens say lord help us then he really did! and we became not stuck but we got chased out anyway but we go to the toilet to enjoy its facilities... ok then go outside stone.. then walk to merlion there.. stare at baby merlion.. then walk back to raffles city.. then actually wanna go home cause its way pas zoey bedtime... but then they saw hagen daz.. and wens smiled... then tada.. went to hagen daz.. eat.. there is one dish called waffle dreams.. then i duno wat it called so i called it wet dreams.. then everyonelaugh.. even the waiter.. even in carls junior also.. i duno how to pronunce the work the burger callled.. so i call it the goojkipbjsnf burger... then the cashier laugh also.. me bring humor everywhere..
ohh then take train back and and then they went home.. say good bye.. ask my dad fetch zoey home.. then zoey followed me.. then in the car, zoey nv stop making me laugh.. wah lau.. so funy... go ask her.. then fetch her to her block cause my parents say she a gal alone damn dangerous.. ya.. then went home...
what a nite.. happy nite la.. i slept smiling... if i have such bday every year.. im the most fortunate man in the world liao... in fact.. i already am...
thanx again guys... and hope i pass my eng so i can still be part of pioneer.. be part of u guys also.. pray for me to pass eng pls?
wah! u noe what we saw! UFO! unidentified flying object.. untill we identified it.. it was actually an cardboard with lights flying here and there controlled by remote control by a old man and a middle aged man.. damn nice la.. tey do lotsa stunts.. like the jedi star fighter like that.. twixting twirling.. turning diving.. wah.. amazing. we just sat and watch and talk la.. watch till the plane crash and the propeller break.. then we go off.. haha.. so mean.. but haha..
went back.. and saw the magician not at his booth.. oh ya... and we go by past this indochine pub thing where yvonne went real berserk into going in and wens was like saying he entered be 4 and yvonne jealous and she msg me wat went i get more toned up and slim down then go insdie attract hot chicks or wat.. but she juz wanna go inside in my next bday.. as i turn 18..
ok.. then by pass this pub with sexual jokes.. by pass this sign board and saw buy me (a crab) and get him free (a sea bass).. then damn funny... ok.. heres the fun part..
went to watch this reverse bungi.. wah $50to have one ride.. but lotsa japanese, or duno from which planet come and take.. wah lau.. damn funny.. japanese jumb we shout or i shout ohhiyo kodomo then naruto and mitsubitshi honda suzuki.. duno jap juz say all the brands.. haha... then i say wat fly up once 10 dollar, ocillate again 20 dollar, to make it stable 10 dollar, bring it down 10 dollar. altogether 50 dolars.. come down is the heart pain cause pocket burned a hole.. haha... damn funny la...
then we all watch like so intense that i sweat alot.. feel as though i took the ride like that.. but like so intense la.. me sweat like siao...
ok then we walk back to the raffles first set foot there and stone.. then walk to fullerton and stone.. ya,, forgot to say, we in the afternoon also go inside fullerton to explore and got stuck in the stair way cause got no handle one then wens say lord help us then he really did! and we became not stuck but we got chased out anyway but we go to the toilet to enjoy its facilities... ok then go outside stone.. then walk to merlion there.. stare at baby merlion.. then walk back to raffles city.. then actually wanna go home cause its way pas zoey bedtime... but then they saw hagen daz.. and wens smiled... then tada.. went to hagen daz.. eat.. there is one dish called waffle dreams.. then i duno wat it called so i called it wet dreams.. then everyonelaugh.. even the waiter.. even in carls junior also.. i duno how to pronunce the work the burger callled.. so i call it the goojkipbjsnf burger... then the cashier laugh also.. me bring humor everywhere..
ohh then take train back and and then they went home.. say good bye.. ask my dad fetch zoey home.. then zoey followed me.. then in the car, zoey nv stop making me laugh.. wah lau.. so funy... go ask her.. then fetch her to her block cause my parents say she a gal alone damn dangerous.. ya.. then went home...
what a nite.. happy nite la.. i slept smiling... if i have such bday every year.. im the most fortunate man in the world liao... in fact.. i already am...
thanx again guys... and hope i pass my eng so i can still be part of pioneer.. be part of u guys also.. pray for me to pass eng pls?
Stupid at 5:01 PM
Okay my dear readers, this is gonna be one super extreme damn unbelievably miraculously surprising never expected damn long long blog... so hang tight.
okay.. the whole story is juz about one true fact.. today is my birthday. and yesterday, yvonne zoey RJ wensley and keng loong celebrated my birthday with me... and the trip was unbelievably amazing. juz like in the old times, during 1st 3 ths so2.. once again..juz hope that the rest of so2 was there to enjoy. But despite the fact that they arent there, we had an supercalifradgelisticexpaladocious time together(duno how to spell).... but it was damn great.. the feeling was high, intense, funny and touching.. Nites like that, are the nites that tells me life is worth living for.
okay.. lets start from the beginning. we met up in sch cause all of us have pw.. then zoey and sharin and rj screamed happy birthday to me that i some how felt a bit embarassing.. but i like it.. hee... thenwe played some card games then we set off...
took the bus 190 to chijmes and from there walk to carls junior.. on the way, we talked hell lot la.. but things haven get hot(in wens words) or cool ( in my words) yet.. so we went to this place where RJ introduced and have burgers.. BURGERS!!! u noe what so special? ITs the size of a bid babboons ass! never seen a burger that big in my life.. felt like haven man.. its like u bite and can feel the patty swimming in the mouth and the sauce and the onions and the vegetable and the free flow of drinks and the ultmate huge onion rings and the fries with wierd sauce and the burgers we all eat and the seats we sat outside and that women stare at us..ok stop.. let me catch my breath... Wow.. totally amazing la.. and amazingly, the girls finished their burgers.. and yes, even yvonne.. duno she stuff in which bone.. OPPS! joke la...
okay.. from there, we walk to esplanade.. then met a group of kids.. at 1st we tot is kindergarden kids so can go disturb.. but then we found out its the kids from minds.. so i got a bit ashamed la.. but after that, we forgot about it and walked to espanade.. then we sat u noe the parapet near the singapore river there outside esplanade.. where got lotsa pple sell things.. one stall called ah pek ice scream.. or sorry.. its ice cream.. cause i see the ah pek i wanna scream.. ok then there is this biggest present singapore can gimme.. they held some wake boarding expedition there.. and at 1st i tot ee nothin to see one then i look at a chubby kid dancing.. then went i turned back, wah! there is hell lot of bikini clad babes preparing themselves to wake board.. nv see real life bikini clad babes b4 ma, so me wens and keng loong drool lor.. wah the girls feel so disgusted..
then sfter that. we go to the place where last time we go esplanade on top and have fun there to look at scenery.. wah.. then i play with this camera la.. then didnt noe the camera can move one!!! then i was like waving.. then the camera juz move away from the dirrection i was waving.. wenlsley laugh till stomach pain.. keng loon toook wayt mus called the dried shit and started to sime and throw into its barrel thing. i imitated couple voices as they get itimitated by each other.. so its like a drama movie.. RJ and zoey set on the parapet, but got chased by security.. wens KL scared me Rj and zoey as we lean on the parapet that the shake us down.. then sad thing RJ left us cause need to go back help her mum.. and i was keep saying SHE'S GONE!! sounds like she died like that.. haha.. then saw some chocolate strawberries actually wanna buy one.. but nv cause i say Rj not here to eat also..
kay.. then where's next? oh ya.. we walk to clarke quay.. think of many ways to call it.. but ya, walk there.. on the wat got lotsa wierd pple doing some kung fu,, then go thru tunnel, take ohpoto of a metal hand, metal toe or finger, and issac newtons balls. and see the bird.. then we are at clarke quay! walk walk walk see some signs went in to coffee bean.. drink.. i drink pure chocolate, wens hot chocolate, kl is mocha,.. then they decided to but me a SLICE of cheese cake.. with a candle, by yvonne and zoey.. wah.. really v touched la.. really felt like crying.. then take foto.. make wish and blow the candle.. then wah.. the cheese cake is like melt in ur mouth not ur plate one and so creamy and nice and swimmind around it, wah.. nice like heaven like that.. and the best is that my frens bought it for me.. wah.. for my bday... u may think i end here, but noooooo. this is juz the end of part one... tell u part 2 either later or tomorrow..
ps: too bad u werent here..
ps2: glad to have u guys with me
ps3: nv had a great bday like this b4 thanx...
sorry no psp ah...
okay.. the whole story is juz about one true fact.. today is my birthday. and yesterday, yvonne zoey RJ wensley and keng loong celebrated my birthday with me... and the trip was unbelievably amazing. juz like in the old times, during 1st 3 ths so2.. once again..juz hope that the rest of so2 was there to enjoy. But despite the fact that they arent there, we had an supercalifradgelisticexpaladocious time together(duno how to spell).... but it was damn great.. the feeling was high, intense, funny and touching.. Nites like that, are the nites that tells me life is worth living for.
okay.. lets start from the beginning. we met up in sch cause all of us have pw.. then zoey and sharin and rj screamed happy birthday to me that i some how felt a bit embarassing.. but i like it.. hee... thenwe played some card games then we set off...
took the bus 190 to chijmes and from there walk to carls junior.. on the way, we talked hell lot la.. but things haven get hot(in wens words) or cool ( in my words) yet.. so we went to this place where RJ introduced and have burgers.. BURGERS!!! u noe what so special? ITs the size of a bid babboons ass! never seen a burger that big in my life.. felt like haven man.. its like u bite and can feel the patty swimming in the mouth and the sauce and the onions and the vegetable and the free flow of drinks and the ultmate huge onion rings and the fries with wierd sauce and the burgers we all eat and the seats we sat outside and that women stare at us..ok stop.. let me catch my breath... Wow.. totally amazing la.. and amazingly, the girls finished their burgers.. and yes, even yvonne.. duno she stuff in which bone.. OPPS! joke la...
okay.. from there, we walk to esplanade.. then met a group of kids.. at 1st we tot is kindergarden kids so can go disturb.. but then we found out its the kids from minds.. so i got a bit ashamed la.. but after that, we forgot about it and walked to espanade.. then we sat u noe the parapet near the singapore river there outside esplanade.. where got lotsa pple sell things.. one stall called ah pek ice scream.. or sorry.. its ice cream.. cause i see the ah pek i wanna scream.. ok then there is this biggest present singapore can gimme.. they held some wake boarding expedition there.. and at 1st i tot ee nothin to see one then i look at a chubby kid dancing.. then went i turned back, wah! there is hell lot of bikini clad babes preparing themselves to wake board.. nv see real life bikini clad babes b4 ma, so me wens and keng loong drool lor.. wah the girls feel so disgusted..
then sfter that. we go to the place where last time we go esplanade on top and have fun there to look at scenery.. wah.. then i play with this camera la.. then didnt noe the camera can move one!!! then i was like waving.. then the camera juz move away from the dirrection i was waving.. wenlsley laugh till stomach pain.. keng loon toook wayt mus called the dried shit and started to sime and throw into its barrel thing. i imitated couple voices as they get itimitated by each other.. so its like a drama movie.. RJ and zoey set on the parapet, but got chased by security.. wens KL scared me Rj and zoey as we lean on the parapet that the shake us down.. then sad thing RJ left us cause need to go back help her mum.. and i was keep saying SHE'S GONE!! sounds like she died like that.. haha.. then saw some chocolate strawberries actually wanna buy one.. but nv cause i say Rj not here to eat also..
kay.. then where's next? oh ya.. we walk to clarke quay.. think of many ways to call it.. but ya, walk there.. on the wat got lotsa wierd pple doing some kung fu,, then go thru tunnel, take ohpoto of a metal hand, metal toe or finger, and issac newtons balls. and see the bird.. then we are at clarke quay! walk walk walk see some signs went in to coffee bean.. drink.. i drink pure chocolate, wens hot chocolate, kl is mocha,.. then they decided to but me a SLICE of cheese cake.. with a candle, by yvonne and zoey.. wah.. really v touched la.. really felt like crying.. then take foto.. make wish and blow the candle.. then wah.. the cheese cake is like melt in ur mouth not ur plate one and so creamy and nice and swimmind around it, wah.. nice like heaven like that.. and the best is that my frens bought it for me.. wah.. for my bday... u may think i end here, but noooooo. this is juz the end of part one... tell u part 2 either later or tomorrow..
ps: too bad u werent here..
ps2: glad to have u guys with me
ps3: nv had a great bday like this b4 thanx...
sorry no psp ah...
Stupid at 8:22 AM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Tada! new blog! new pic new words... all thanx to miss er.. forgot miss wat la.. miss er... ya. okay so this is my 1st real actual writen by me the blog entry.. haha.. doubt little pple will come la.. cause so new and stuff..
ok.. i juz made a point juz now and now i wanna share with u guys.. i was watching tong xin yuan juz now.. the fishball chinese factory show la.. the family soo poor thing.. although reach but got damn lotsa prob.. one son v bad.. one father badder.. then the rest all good.. but 2 insane liao.. one is son, the other mum.. i was saying, they are all so extreme.. good is real good. bad is real bad.. i was thinking that the only way to solve all this is that we should not be too extreme in being good or bad.. juz like in real life. being too good, pple step on u.. being too bad, pple say u bad.. we shld be in the middle.. when its time to be good and help, we help.. if bad pple in trouble, dun help cause u help they pull u down or smth lyk that.
its never easy going in the middle way.. but come to think about it, has it ever been easy in life???
ok.. i juz made a point juz now and now i wanna share with u guys.. i was watching tong xin yuan juz now.. the fishball chinese factory show la.. the family soo poor thing.. although reach but got damn lotsa prob.. one son v bad.. one father badder.. then the rest all good.. but 2 insane liao.. one is son, the other mum.. i was saying, they are all so extreme.. good is real good. bad is real bad.. i was thinking that the only way to solve all this is that we should not be too extreme in being good or bad.. juz like in real life. being too good, pple step on u.. being too bad, pple say u bad.. we shld be in the middle.. when its time to be good and help, we help.. if bad pple in trouble, dun help cause u help they pull u down or smth lyk that.
its never easy going in the middle way.. but come to think about it, has it ever been easy in life???
Stupid at 7:30 PM
i want to express my gratitude to miss pretty ger once again!! im sry for being so absent-minded, clumsy and retarded to have dlt the changes you`ve made for my blog... THANK YOU!!! =)
Stupid at 5:40 PM
haha!!! i want to dedicate this post to miss pretty ger of 05s21 index o6. haha.... thanx for helping & teaching the retard me how to change my blogskin... thanx!!! =)
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