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Roger Soh Cai Xiang
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Nanyang Technological University
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Trying to be a Godly Man

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Thursday, March 30, 2006

yeah! i got Pes A! hahaha..

today went for medical check up with sted and shahrin..
and do a series of experiment with our body...

test urine, suck blood out to test, test dental, test x ray, test hearing, test blood pressure, height and weight, test some electrical pump thingie on ur body, test IQ and test my fren dick... good luck guys..

went to johnathan hse to play with toofee... damn fun... maybe i shld get my own dog as company...

adapted from v for vendetta the novel:

"For twenty years I saw only this moment," he gasped, his voice so weak now she had to lean close to hear it. " Nothing else existed until ... I saw you. Then everything changed... my life... my reasons... my wishes..."

And Evey could only hold him in her arms and weep.

" I fell in love with you, Evey... like I no longer believed I could. And everyday that drew this day closer made me understand that it wasn't blood I wanted.... it was another chance..."

"Chance for what?" she asked tearfully.

"For roses." No more than the faintest whisper now. " Not for me.... for all of us."

" Oh, V ..." A last call of his name. Or at least of the only name by which she'd ever known him. Ever would know him.

An enigma to the very end, his body suddenly grew heavy in her arms, relaxing now into the peace of death.

Stupid at 7:25 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

nice catch phrase right? c for cx.. copied from v for vendetta... lame.. lol...

haha.. catch ultraviolet sneak peek today with mel chan ck and yp and jon... and i tell u the movie was unbelievable... Its so good that u will die for the movie i swear.... whew, i juz cant take the heat...

today phy sterling lecture was so damn kool, and what i lyk most was they asked a british man to some instead of a china looking dope... and the topic was airbus 380 the ne doubledecked plane with such posh interior.. love it.. i love planes all my life.. aspired to be a pilot.. but if i cant be, at least can help build a plane right? haha... so listen to the lecture lor... better than mixing air and metal and stamp it made in china...

trm not going to school cause i got NS medical check up.. and rumour said that it will check my.. ahem.. wah lau.. so pai seh la.. cant remember the last time a stranger saw my precious.... its gotta feel so damn awkward.... arggh! and johnathan, no sick thoughts please!

got v unexpected results for my maths, an A.. haha.. tats why today abit happy... but i think i was juz lucky... think i gotta work harder to secure my mark...

Stupid at 8:16 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006

having a great headache now..
done so many things that i noe i should apologise to..

i lied to parents.. saying that i noe i failed but haven get back the paper..

i lied to my fren, from a prank to a leak of secret information... now having fear of being vindicated..

i lied to myself... for not doing well, doing what i should do, and keeping my promise...

life juz seems to get from grey to black this days...

i recall back wats wrong with me or my life and what have i done wrong.. i recall by thinking the mistakes i made in my sec sch, where i learn the valuable things.. but i cant think of any, cause i duno what have i caused this time round... the problem may not be visible, but i noe that it is there.. and i think im the only one that can see it...

and i think this time its worse then what i have in my sec sch... last time, no matter what happens, good or bad, sharmiela is always around to talk with.. now, who can i talk with now? i suddenly miss her so much... and i noe she is facing several problems as i am right now..

but why didnt i leave? as in why didnt i just give up?

because there is still much work to do....

sorry readers for the ambiguity of this entry, cause even me myself also wasn't sure about what is the problem with me or my life...

Stupid at 7:07 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

Remember remember the fifth of november...

that's the rhyme in V for vendetta... what the heck! 5th of november is my bday! lol.. and they used that day to begin a revolution to blow up the parliament to save the country from the obnoxious supreme chancellor...

but for what's worth, the fights by v is so damn kool, so many complications in the political story, blood splurting out and who can forget the classic ' knife time ' as in ' bullet time ' in the matrix... i love the show.. planin to get the novel of the movie to further understand it...

common test have finished, however, i do not feel at all relieved, cause i didn't even felt stress the first place... HOLD THAT THOUGHT! i'm not trying to be arrogant by saying i can complete the test easily, im trying to say is that i didnt even give a heck about that test! who the hell nv study for a important test the day before? that's me, and what i feel is that what i have done is so wrong.. like im cheating myself...

but what done is done, i'll see what i can do in the future...

been reading up comics and watching movies lately, and i feel that they constantly is trying to remind me why am i still working so hard for.. something like a motivation to spur me on to doing things instead of sleep or playing useless mouse clicking games... glad that i could control my life instead of my life controlling me...

learn a skill or two by the pple arround me, mel chan, zhao qi, telling me about to save$ from not eating.. trying to use their tatic.. hmm i think it works.. not bad...

received an email from coach george.. saying something about nominating me as a committee member in the archery club... great.. now i am a member.. hope i can imrove my archery skills and dont let him down

a part of me is still missing, still cant figure out what's that..

had a crush on an unexpected someone.. but i think i still choose to obey my inner fears, juz let things go and u'll forget her so...

Stupid at 7:02 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

today is the 6th day... the 6th out of 10 days to prepare for next week chem and phy test..

and i haven even complete half of chem...

and even if i had completed, i feel there is nothing in my brain...

furthermore, physics haven touch yet..


great...

duno wats wrong with me, cant study anymore... like i used to study till fever, but now like v lack.. then i even spend time going out, blogging and stuff... no self discpline liao...

a point made by yp saying that we can play DOTA till 1 am... we can play Maple till 1 am and for me, battlefront till 1 am... why can't we study till 1 am? i also duno hahaha.. no intrest i guess.. but those are the subjects we chose we wannna take!! did't expect to be like this though..

i think.. for me.. i juz need more time.. more time to be alone... do some soulsearching or something and refrain from computer or fone.. max allowance is a tv... but for this to happen, i muz let common test pass first..

so basically, my plan is to have a crash course in common test, and after it, my flight plan begins.. provided that i have enuff discpline t carry it out..

ok, enuff of complainin...

yesterday went to the stupid e filing training... they basically throw u a stack of notes and sit in a lecture for 2 damn hours so that u learn how to e file... i told mag that picking rubbish in a swamp is definitely much better thatn this...

then went to eat.. finally manage to eat sub way.. taste nice and looks small... but damn full cause of some chemistry in my stomach..

then went out with yp my mc and her sis and jon to walk, the rest go DOTA.. yes i'm sick of it..
and went to some stupid singtel shop in citilink for 5 mins and then go sony ericsson shop in wisma for 45 mins not even changing her fone!!! i dun wanna say anything... details from mc pls.. thanx for your cooperation...

then walk to hmv see stuff.. wah! got a lot of my fav cartoons on dvd!!! got songebob batman batman beyond spiderman justice league star wars clone wars... so many!! so expensive!!! hope can grab some of them some how.. then walk to taka to drink coffee bean... i think i got hooked by yvonne's fav ice blended chocolate.. then drank... then left with mc to the mrt station.. then from there i find my way to that darn 190 bustop behind taka...

so, 3/4 of a day gone like this.. waste hell lot of time, and no more time to study.. so muz burn midnight oil.. but oil not enuff.. burn a bit onli then went to sleep... hopeless..

oh ya.. and i manage to catch the wierd coloured korean show ta chang jin or something like that... not bad sia... maybe watch tonite again also.. haha.. as reward for studying...

so may movies i wanna watch... v for vendetta, underworld evolution, final destinantion... but no time no money not mature enuff.. maybe after common test as a reward i try to grab hold of some of it for entertainment before i start my flight plan..

gotta go eat breakfast.. bye!

Stupid at 8:15 AM

Monday, March 13, 2006

the pace of things is so fast right now that i cant catch my breath..

i have to study for next week common test, and i haven done anything yet.. probably starting today...

i juz went for ntu archery competiton, got 442 out of 720 points.. not bad i think, but i did'nt do as well as the others.. need more training i guess..

i think i better ciong for eveything i need to do..

duno why this days, i feel like i live without a life like that.. eat, not satisfied, play not enuff, sleep like never slept.. cheez.. maybe i'm possessed...

for those who watch league of extraordinary gentleman yesterday, its kool rite? i hope i can be the invisible man, then noe one will noe what i will be doing.. hee hee..

good luck for ur common test everyone and remember, the force will be with u.. always...

i hope wensley remember the stuff i ask him to buy in thailand.. no, its not drugs...

Stupid at 8:41 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Juz Rushed back from GP seminar in college..

picked up several things there though most people prefer to sleep....

learn to like what i do and also dare to be different...

maybe should use it as my philosophy also...

ok.. commontest is so right around the corner, as in, it is tomorrow!!! and im still abit unsure about math and i also dunno what to write about gp... die liao... i hope that there is a miracle which allows me to scrape through this and then i can start to pia...

but what i feel is that, everyone will be thinking the same thing as me also.. so no use worrying... haha.. it is my destiny... juz see if i have the will to do it.. like what ben tan said.. learn to like what i do..

things are passing so fast this days, hope the pace will slow down for me to catch up...

no time to even read the new book i've bought: Star Wars Labryinth of Evil
been laying on my table for days now.. darn...

good luck everybody for your common test... good luck to me too..

Stupid at 4:55 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

Yeah!!! im so happy!!! i finally ran 2.4 today morning, kept my promise!! haha...

finally, of all the promises i made to myself, i mangaged to fufill one, hope i can keep on fufilling promises...

suppose to meet mr wong today but ended up go catch fish with mc sted and ck....

we poke the fish using straw, and catch the fish using water bottles, hahaha.. manage to catch one amall fish and decided to put it in the fresh water pond in cck CC... then all the big fish went to chase the small fish to EAT!!!! un believable... u shld see it.. ended up, the fidh went to hide under the pipe and never to be seen again

common test this week on thurs, and those who never get at least 3 A level muz call parent see principal.. really they are pushing us... Wish me luck..

Stupid at 5:17 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

i learn alot of lessons today...

in morining, i got caught by mr chua poh teck together with wens, yv and shahrin for walking too slow to the concourse.. gave him our ez link card.. damn suay.. but after sch we went to talk to him and i came to an agreement that actually im juz suay thats all.. its mutual understanding lah.. he also understand that we cant hear the announcements... but wens doesnt seemed convinced... we got our cards back anyway.. hahaha..

today is physics test and im really disappointed with myself... i got several questions wrong for the wrong concept!!! arghh... stupid me.. its like last time im a guru of physics la.. but now.... sigh.... i gotta catch up and be what i am again man... but soon lah.. not so soon lah, i dun think can catch up by common test, but i will catch up...

then later i learn never to play with dumbells... today kick boxing, the kevin guy ask us go take dumb bells, got lotsa health tips from him.. nice chap.. then i play with the dumbell and the dumbell fell on my finger!!!! ouch!!! like ck like that, but my finger not black lah, juz a few red spots like tattoo like that, kinda kool actually, but still pain.. hahaha

i intend to run every morning next week, be it with company or not i gonna run, kevin say if u run in mornin with empty stomach u lose fat, hope it works... igonna run man, in many things, in studies, in fitness in my life...

i gonna run...

Stupid at 7:39 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

hola everyone..

today im glad tat i got back my chinese AO results... got C6.. hahhaa.. no more chinese.. but actually, i kinda miss chinese also..WAIT.. before u think im chi- na or something.. i juz find the philosphy and traditions of china is some how great.. i really respect the ancient china... their values and discipline so strong... my sec sch chinese teacher, mr mao, told me that chinese from ancient till noe, are getting stupider, but the caucasians, from ancient till now, are getting smarter... how true it is... sigh..

ok.. today i got scolded by MRS CHAN SOON FOONg for not paying attention in class and distracting others... then stayed back and talk to me.. ask me why i nv copy notes and stuff.. but i think that i really lost in chem now... i think i will buck up chem after common test.. sigh but i duno how also..

some thimes i wish chiat siang was still here.. like the goody goody and i can juz ask help from him or juz challenge him and stuff.. but now, its juz me and others.. sigh...

toda also kana scolded by RJ... saying that why i lost my life this few days.. and she really it the spot.. hahah.. but wat she say is true la, i shld have more faith in myself.. and thats a prob i tried to overcome very long liao..

things are still messy but its getting a bit neater, but not fast enough, guess i got a lot of work to do.. sigh...

there are no odds, and there are no evens, but there is you, it all depends on you alone..

Stupid at 8:12 PM

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