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Tuesday, May 30, 2006
i tell u, i have a nice time table planned,but i still haven got it worked out..
been out, meeting aaron, getting fun and stuff... work is not done... and there is much work to do... i guess i gotta find the hardworking me somewhere...
time when i sppose to do work, i used in on the comic book i borrowed in jp library.. and its damn nice.. batman, long halloween, batman haunted knight and batman dark victory......
there's smth thomas wayne, his dad.. told bruce...
he said : " when faced with a seemingly insurmountable problem, your ownly option is to act swiftly, some might even say, irrationally. Removing the most dangerous elements first and methodically attacking each subsequent challenge in a seperate but deliberate manner."
he was refering about surgery. bruce was refering about criminals... I was refering about my work...
it kinda nice reading such books... and the twist in the story is v exciting... try to quote more meaningful phrases out from the book if i have time..
hearing x men 3 soundtrack that both me and arron invested in..
got to go.. my work lies in ruins...
been out, meeting aaron, getting fun and stuff... work is not done... and there is much work to do... i guess i gotta find the hardworking me somewhere...
time when i sppose to do work, i used in on the comic book i borrowed in jp library.. and its damn nice.. batman, long halloween, batman haunted knight and batman dark victory......
there's smth thomas wayne, his dad.. told bruce...
he said : " when faced with a seemingly insurmountable problem, your ownly option is to act swiftly, some might even say, irrationally. Removing the most dangerous elements first and methodically attacking each subsequent challenge in a seperate but deliberate manner."
he was refering about surgery. bruce was refering about criminals... I was refering about my work...
it kinda nice reading such books... and the twist in the story is v exciting... try to quote more meaningful phrases out from the book if i have time..
hearing x men 3 soundtrack that both me and arron invested in..
got to go.. my work lies in ruins...
Stupid at 7:21 PM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
its the day one of my one month plan, and things are going well as plan, though i still dun find the pressure today and gone a bit ahead as planned... cause im sure trm i will not do anything much as i will go out with aaron...
college day as day one of NML, who noes the coincidence?
btw, the ceremony, sucked..i sat there like what? 3 hours listening to speech, choir and band and watch pple up there taking prizes... i would be interested only if one of them is me... oh well..
damn sian rite now, so i went online...
yay! X3 trm with aaron and swee sien! too bad lugi is not comin, seems like he just,disappeared... ant even contac him this days.... call him not at home and stuff... missed him, how we use to quarrelled, played, and whack each other... and play lightsabres with bamboo sticks in school anf i pretend as obiwan, aaron as qui gon and lugi as... erm,,, LOTR's aaragon...hahaha i noe, the story is out of place.. but it is fun k... then we cherograph how our fights should be like, then whack each other till our finger got blue black.. hahaha... damn fun.. oh, then swee sien was erm... anakin skywalker.. when he was young.. haha..
then after i bought the real 3 lightsabre from toys r us.. the one that is retractable using ur hands, without lights, mine is red.. so i'm darth vader... then aaron's is blue.. so obi wan... and luqman's is purple , so is erm.. mace windu... then we always go and find multi storey carpark and fight at the roof top... haha... damn fun... then last time i use to flim it on my fone... too bad i changed fone.. damn kool u noe.. then when i shout " pause! " they stop and i do a 360 turn and look like the matrix.. hahha.. too bad i nv publish my clip on the website..
now we got a bit too old le, although it juz happen like a year ago.. but still, lots of things changes... i got, erm, less active.. luqman now lost in our lives... arron having problems of whether of not he should accept that chio girl who was liking him ( god, if i was him i will accepted her long ago... she's tat hot ) and swee? he was now currently working part time in DSTA...
i miss those time, when i was kid... when it was juz a year ago...
hope trm can catch up on chiildish times.... guess i will be wolverine trm... arron will take cyclops... swee? i duno.. maybe professor x.. but then, he will need his wheel chair.. hahha...
college day as day one of NML, who noes the coincidence?
btw, the ceremony, sucked..i sat there like what? 3 hours listening to speech, choir and band and watch pple up there taking prizes... i would be interested only if one of them is me... oh well..
damn sian rite now, so i went online...
yay! X3 trm with aaron and swee sien! too bad lugi is not comin, seems like he just,disappeared... ant even contac him this days.... call him not at home and stuff... missed him, how we use to quarrelled, played, and whack each other... and play lightsabres with bamboo sticks in school anf i pretend as obiwan, aaron as qui gon and lugi as... erm,,, LOTR's aaragon...hahaha i noe, the story is out of place.. but it is fun k... then we cherograph how our fights should be like, then whack each other till our finger got blue black.. hahaha... damn fun.. oh, then swee sien was erm... anakin skywalker.. when he was young.. haha..
then after i bought the real 3 lightsabre from toys r us.. the one that is retractable using ur hands, without lights, mine is red.. so i'm darth vader... then aaron's is blue.. so obi wan... and luqman's is purple , so is erm.. mace windu... then we always go and find multi storey carpark and fight at the roof top... haha... damn fun... then last time i use to flim it on my fone... too bad i changed fone.. damn kool u noe.. then when i shout " pause! " they stop and i do a 360 turn and look like the matrix.. hahha.. too bad i nv publish my clip on the website..
now we got a bit too old le, although it juz happen like a year ago.. but still, lots of things changes... i got, erm, less active.. luqman now lost in our lives... arron having problems of whether of not he should accept that chio girl who was liking him ( god, if i was him i will accepted her long ago... she's tat hot ) and swee? he was now currently working part time in DSTA...
i miss those time, when i was kid... when it was juz a year ago...
hope trm can catch up on chiildish times.... guess i will be wolverine trm... arron will take cyclops... swee? i duno.. maybe professor x.. but then, he will need his wheel chair.. hahha...
Stupid at 7:32 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
hope u guys like this skin.. enjoy.. as mc would say, cheerios...
Stupid at 4:30 PM
i duno how to clear the mess that i've made...
guess i still owe everyone an apology...
i'm sorry guys... im juz being paranoid...
ok.. today i should be feeling a bit better, but i still can sense that there is gap between me and ck.. nv talk much.. hope it improves in the future...
wat mc said in her blog was right, i shld feel how i felt then... but when i got so agitated, i lose my real civilised self... sad...
luckily its all over, and yet its going to begin..
my plan...
i name it after a batman comic ive read... called No Man's land... rebuilding a city from its ruins...
juz like me rebuilding myself... both mentally and physically...
its a tight schedule i attached on the board.. but i think its not impossible, if only i have the will....
its begins trm with day one.. so today is
NML, Day 0: preparation...
im trying to get my last break for the month, went out to eat, walked and came back to rest... actually hoping to go orchard cause i wouldnt have time to go after that.. but oh well,...
i juz hope im prepared.. and hope i have the will..
guess i still owe everyone an apology...
i'm sorry guys... im juz being paranoid...
ok.. today i should be feeling a bit better, but i still can sense that there is gap between me and ck.. nv talk much.. hope it improves in the future...
wat mc said in her blog was right, i shld feel how i felt then... but when i got so agitated, i lose my real civilised self... sad...
luckily its all over, and yet its going to begin..
my plan...
i name it after a batman comic ive read... called No Man's land... rebuilding a city from its ruins...
juz like me rebuilding myself... both mentally and physically...
its a tight schedule i attached on the board.. but i think its not impossible, if only i have the will....
its begins trm with day one.. so today is
NML, Day 0: preparation...
im trying to get my last break for the month, went out to eat, walked and came back to rest... actually hoping to go orchard cause i wouldnt have time to go after that.. but oh well,...
i juz hope im prepared.. and hope i have the will..
Stupid at 1:07 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
i feel now like im being dr jekyll and mr hyde...
its juz that my mr hyde is being more positive.... as in he is the good guy...
like i said, man like me, who are not hardworking at all, whats the use of them? juz like JXG, wat the immortal said bout dr jekyll was true..
and this is what im feeling right now... useless...
today, im happily being mocked in thanx to the great job done by a councillor that ive elected.. not only that, also by some one who annie how talk... and also finally.. by one of us trios...
ya, ok, i noe im fat, weak, dumb and now lazy.. not being as smart as i used to be anymore... so what? means im useless right? im juz a dirt in the eye? or juz a tissue provider?
somethimes what mrs ho said was true, she said that sometimes u are isolated... not necessary being alone and stuff, but some times it is when u are in a group of people and ideas or thoughts do not get through, u are isolated as well... she gave the word such a great definiton that i couldnt agree any more...
seriously... my previous post aint talking bout u people... but now i am... why?
it is because i got too fed up... im fed up with ur insults, ur mocking, ur ignorance...
and even when times i do achieve, all of u dun recognises me...
all of u only bow to one clown in the class....
i did the wrong stuff in puting all of u as top priority, and thus neglect the others and now i end up suffering at this state... i noe the others will now neglect me too like what i did to them then cause of u people... karma... i had enough now i walk alone.... go into abstinence and see what i can get out of it...
sometimes i wanna vent my anger out so much that feel like beating u guys up... but i could not refuse that u guys did help me in times of need too... but for wats worth, i feel that those help require a price to pay...
despite all the insults and unhappiness i have today, the ram in the face did felt good....
sorry ck for carrying the guilt for all of everyone, but i really need a source for output...
and all u guys cared was about playing and making urself happy thats all, u dun care how others feel..
its juz that my mr hyde is being more positive.... as in he is the good guy...
like i said, man like me, who are not hardworking at all, whats the use of them? juz like JXG, wat the immortal said bout dr jekyll was true..
and this is what im feeling right now... useless...
today, im happily being mocked in thanx to the great job done by a councillor that ive elected.. not only that, also by some one who annie how talk... and also finally.. by one of us trios...
ya, ok, i noe im fat, weak, dumb and now lazy.. not being as smart as i used to be anymore... so what? means im useless right? im juz a dirt in the eye? or juz a tissue provider?
somethimes what mrs ho said was true, she said that sometimes u are isolated... not necessary being alone and stuff, but some times it is when u are in a group of people and ideas or thoughts do not get through, u are isolated as well... she gave the word such a great definiton that i couldnt agree any more...
seriously... my previous post aint talking bout u people... but now i am... why?
it is because i got too fed up... im fed up with ur insults, ur mocking, ur ignorance...
and even when times i do achieve, all of u dun recognises me...
all of u only bow to one clown in the class....
i did the wrong stuff in puting all of u as top priority, and thus neglect the others and now i end up suffering at this state... i noe the others will now neglect me too like what i did to them then cause of u people... karma... i had enough now i walk alone.... go into abstinence and see what i can get out of it...
sometimes i wanna vent my anger out so much that feel like beating u guys up... but i could not refuse that u guys did help me in times of need too... but for wats worth, i feel that those help require a price to pay...
despite all the insults and unhappiness i have today, the ram in the face did felt good....
sorry ck for carrying the guilt for all of everyone, but i really need a source for output...
and all u guys cared was about playing and making urself happy thats all, u dun care how others feel..
Stupid at 12:28 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
I tell you, ive completely lost it...
today, after going for archery, i head down to orchard alone juz to get a book that will arrive in popular at a cheaper rate next week... u've guessed it, The Da Vinci code... bought it at borders, got this special edition one or smth, paid bought 3 bucks more...
then from there, i head to lot 1 to buy a soundtrack, before that i searched it around orchard but dun have, but i remember seeing it in lot 1's sembawang music centre... u've guessed it again! The Da Vinci code.... and i tell u, i nv thought a so scientific person like me, will find arts so beautiful...
so i head beack home and surf the net... i tell ya, i search every term mentioned in that book, fibonacci numbers, priory of scion, opus dei, knights templar... god! i noe everything now! and its like fibonacci numbers is invented by this guy called Leonardo of Pisa and is each number is the sum of the two numbers before it. The first Fibonacci numbers for n = 0, 1, … are
so, its 0,1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34,55,89,144
kool right?
it is found by that guy i mentioned above by putting a pair of rabbits in an enclosed space and let them reproduce... and it is provided that
in the first month there is just one newly-born pair,
new-born pairs become fertile from their second month on
each month every fertile pair begets a new pair, and
the rabbits never die
so eventually, u can find out the population of humans on earth! whoa!
thanx brown for icreasing my knowledge... i think i going to pass my gp...
but like all things, it should be done in proportions... juz like the Vitruvian Man drawn by leonardo da vinci.. which currently now symbolises Canon of Proportions or, less often, Proportions of Man...
how kool is that?
today, after going for archery, i head down to orchard alone juz to get a book that will arrive in popular at a cheaper rate next week... u've guessed it, The Da Vinci code... bought it at borders, got this special edition one or smth, paid bought 3 bucks more...
then from there, i head to lot 1 to buy a soundtrack, before that i searched it around orchard but dun have, but i remember seeing it in lot 1's sembawang music centre... u've guessed it again! The Da Vinci code.... and i tell u, i nv thought a so scientific person like me, will find arts so beautiful...
so i head beack home and surf the net... i tell ya, i search every term mentioned in that book, fibonacci numbers, priory of scion, opus dei, knights templar... god! i noe everything now! and its like fibonacci numbers is invented by this guy called Leonardo of Pisa and is each number is the sum of the two numbers before it. The first Fibonacci numbers for n = 0, 1, … are
so, its 0,1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34,55,89,144
kool right?
it is found by that guy i mentioned above by putting a pair of rabbits in an enclosed space and let them reproduce... and it is provided that
in the first month there is just one newly-born pair,
new-born pairs become fertile from their second month on
each month every fertile pair begets a new pair, and
the rabbits never die
so eventually, u can find out the population of humans on earth! whoa!
thanx brown for icreasing my knowledge... i think i going to pass my gp...
but like all things, it should be done in proportions... juz like the Vitruvian Man drawn by leonardo da vinci.. which currently now symbolises Canon of Proportions or, less often, Proportions of Man...
how kool is that?
Stupid at 2:42 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
A note to all christians or any follower of christ, this entry is purely out to say that the movie : The Da vinci code ROCKS! no further intentions was meant in this entry...
so i watch the movie "Da Vinci Code" , and it rocks! It rocks like hell, taste better than heaven, much even better than u spending 15 mins watching porn and stuff... not that i do watch it, i meant, figure of speech u noe...
my point is, the movie is so damn good that im am now currently hunting for the book ( it went sold out at all popular bookstores ) ... and the movie has, great sound track, great plot, great twist and turns, great actor, ( tom hanks! i love him! he is such a nice well balanced man! i wanna be like him! ) and great actress ( Audrey Tautou! she is so pretty! ) , tje actions, the gunshot, and who can forget the greatest sinister villian from the opus dei? SILAS! WHOA!
i tell u at the moment i heard from my friends that straigh times give it two stars, i thought that my friends juz distorted the fact, cause u noe which religion he belongs to... and then either that, or the reporter from straight time is the same religion as him... but i tell u wat, i love that movie, probably the best movie i watched ever since the matrix or spider man 2 or star wars all 6 episodes... hahaha.. and its the first time that professor langdon ( tom hanks ) tells me that studying can be real kool.. it motivates me to study i tell ya...
for all non- u noe wat religion im talking about- please, dun listen to the press, dun listen to your frens, juz go watch it ur self, 8 dollars for the movie is too cheap, im willing to pay 24 dollars to watch it thrice, i would rather pay 30 dollars to watch da vinci than watching MI 3. ( sorry tom, i mean tom cruise, not tom hanks) hahaha....
and i cant forget the part where robert ( HANKS) is thinking how to crack that box thing that leo nardo da vinci invented, he thought than there is this holographic thing in the movie with nice visual effects and than he open the box, kept the map, threw it up the air, which leigh ( crippled ) ran and fell towards it and missed and the vinegar break and which actually will dissolve the map to the holy grail and then he was like crying and then he figured out that robert took it out before it broke and then he was caught by the police ! WHOA! let me breathe!
its juz damn nice i tell u, and i think it lighten my spirit so much that all my troubles fly so far far away... go watch it, go read it.. go find it.. before u regret...
seek the truth, be part of the phenonmenon....
godspeed...
i am v proud of my dad as he helped out my grands to shift house, and all of us are v happy...
so i watch the movie "Da Vinci Code" , and it rocks! It rocks like hell, taste better than heaven, much even better than u spending 15 mins watching porn and stuff... not that i do watch it, i meant, figure of speech u noe...
my point is, the movie is so damn good that im am now currently hunting for the book ( it went sold out at all popular bookstores ) ... and the movie has, great sound track, great plot, great twist and turns, great actor, ( tom hanks! i love him! he is such a nice well balanced man! i wanna be like him! ) and great actress ( Audrey Tautou! she is so pretty! ) , tje actions, the gunshot, and who can forget the greatest sinister villian from the opus dei? SILAS! WHOA!
i tell u at the moment i heard from my friends that straigh times give it two stars, i thought that my friends juz distorted the fact, cause u noe which religion he belongs to... and then either that, or the reporter from straight time is the same religion as him... but i tell u wat, i love that movie, probably the best movie i watched ever since the matrix or spider man 2 or star wars all 6 episodes... hahaha.. and its the first time that professor langdon ( tom hanks ) tells me that studying can be real kool.. it motivates me to study i tell ya...
for all non- u noe wat religion im talking about- please, dun listen to the press, dun listen to your frens, juz go watch it ur self, 8 dollars for the movie is too cheap, im willing to pay 24 dollars to watch it thrice, i would rather pay 30 dollars to watch da vinci than watching MI 3. ( sorry tom, i mean tom cruise, not tom hanks) hahaha....
and i cant forget the part where robert ( HANKS) is thinking how to crack that box thing that leo nardo da vinci invented, he thought than there is this holographic thing in the movie with nice visual effects and than he open the box, kept the map, threw it up the air, which leigh ( crippled ) ran and fell towards it and missed and the vinegar break and which actually will dissolve the map to the holy grail and then he was like crying and then he figured out that robert took it out before it broke and then he was caught by the police ! WHOA! let me breathe!
its juz damn nice i tell u, and i think it lighten my spirit so much that all my troubles fly so far far away... go watch it, go read it.. go find it.. before u regret...
seek the truth, be part of the phenonmenon....
godspeed...
i am v proud of my dad as he helped out my grands to shift house, and all of us are v happy...
Stupid at 7:27 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
due to my previous vulgar post, i apologise to anyone who felt offended by it...
i juz feel that, sometimes when a lot of problems comes up... i dun have anyway to vent my anger to, then it suddenly become so bottled up inside that ur heart feels so sour, so painful, juz like an acid biting it off... and the worst thing is, u cant vent it out anywhere cause u have to maintain ur mr. nice guy image..
this happens so when u especially have no one to speak ur problems to... even to the person u truly knew... perhaps its because that we went to diff jc for far too long or smth, that person seemed to like place the importance on her frens and the other day i called her, she replied me by like shoving me aside.. i feel like trash...
not even noeing how fustrated i was then, it juz bottle up some more... which makes me vent it out at this blog... and yet, problems arises as my jc frens thinking that i am scolding them... *rolls eyes* ..
so thus a problem leads to another, and the feeling of the sourness in the heart juz builds up... suddenly, it seems like no one understands me and i feel so alone....
but like what ck said, u are born alone, u die alone, we theoretically should live alone somemore.. yet, i feel lonliness is worse than death... imagine a world where no one have fun with u, no one talks to u, u care for no one, no one loves u, no one dotes u, no one likes u, no one recognises u, i rather jump of a building and enjoy a moment of flight....
i hope i can get this over with soon..
i juz feel that, sometimes when a lot of problems comes up... i dun have anyway to vent my anger to, then it suddenly become so bottled up inside that ur heart feels so sour, so painful, juz like an acid biting it off... and the worst thing is, u cant vent it out anywhere cause u have to maintain ur mr. nice guy image..
this happens so when u especially have no one to speak ur problems to... even to the person u truly knew... perhaps its because that we went to diff jc for far too long or smth, that person seemed to like place the importance on her frens and the other day i called her, she replied me by like shoving me aside.. i feel like trash...
not even noeing how fustrated i was then, it juz bottle up some more... which makes me vent it out at this blog... and yet, problems arises as my jc frens thinking that i am scolding them... *rolls eyes* ..
so thus a problem leads to another, and the feeling of the sourness in the heart juz builds up... suddenly, it seems like no one understands me and i feel so alone....
but like what ck said, u are born alone, u die alone, we theoretically should live alone somemore.. yet, i feel lonliness is worse than death... imagine a world where no one have fun with u, no one talks to u, u care for no one, no one loves u, no one dotes u, no one likes u, no one recognises u, i rather jump of a building and enjoy a moment of flight....
i hope i can get this over with soon..
Stupid at 4:31 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Due to explicit content, if u are feeling that annoyed, dun read this as it will worsen ur annoyance...
i hate this.. all of this... especially at this period of time...
i suddenly find out that i am so alone in this fucking world...
everyone is like havining prioritise other things and i am like so fucking alone.. and i hate it because im fucking having a fucking headache due to my fucking problems, and when i fucking approach them, they gave me an indirect fuck u and shoved me away... fuck them all...
and i hate the feeling of being alone... why? its because ive been alone for all my life and till today, i am still being alone... wat, is that what u think an only child should condemn to be? shut the fuck up...
i hate all of u, all of this place, this stench, this body this man, this me... i hate everything... i swear that i will make all of them pay... i will some how take over the world and make them regret what they have done or haven done to me, and make them beg like a dog at my feet, make them cry, make them bleed...
kindess be gets kindness my ass, ive been treating them well, what the fuck they do? fuck with their new frens....
GET ME OUT OF this PLACE!!!
and u disappoint me too...
whatever mentioned above is for a main purpose of venting out of my anger and does not refer to specifically anyone...
i hate this.. all of this... especially at this period of time...
i suddenly find out that i am so alone in this fucking world...
everyone is like havining prioritise other things and i am like so fucking alone.. and i hate it because im fucking having a fucking headache due to my fucking problems, and when i fucking approach them, they gave me an indirect fuck u and shoved me away... fuck them all...
and i hate the feeling of being alone... why? its because ive been alone for all my life and till today, i am still being alone... wat, is that what u think an only child should condemn to be? shut the fuck up...
i hate all of u, all of this place, this stench, this body this man, this me... i hate everything... i swear that i will make all of them pay... i will some how take over the world and make them regret what they have done or haven done to me, and make them beg like a dog at my feet, make them cry, make them bleed...
kindess be gets kindness my ass, ive been treating them well, what the fuck they do? fuck with their new frens....
GET ME OUT OF this PLACE!!!
and u disappoint me too...
whatever mentioned above is for a main purpose of venting out of my anger and does not refer to specifically anyone...
Stupid at 4:56 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Spider- Man blues # 753
Peter stared into the eyes of Gwen, wondering if there is any woman more beautiful then her.
however, the eyes of Gwen did not stared back, the luxury lies in the hands of flash thompson, school's poster boy, the mobster...
with all his fury, he changed to his costume and swing into the streets of New York to vent out his anger, just like when Uncle Ben died, just like when Aunt May got sick, just like when he failed his favorite subject, science due to his civic duty as spider-man..
and he hated himself at this point of time...
haha... today damn funny, went cycling cum roller blading with weee kiat... then he lost a screw out of his wheels, i lost a paddle out of my bike, so its like lose everything day, we finally juz went home...
i very happy, cause i finally started doing my work, sigh slack so long liao finally got fury to fire myself up... i think i want to fall into abstinence, so that i can be alone and figure things out without distractions...
finally, i started to grow beard!!! OH MY GOD! its like a strand of hair out of my chin... i noe i sound like paranoid sissy, but its damn irritating... i juz wanna shave it off some time.. haha
guess wat?
GTA time..
Peter stared into the eyes of Gwen, wondering if there is any woman more beautiful then her.
however, the eyes of Gwen did not stared back, the luxury lies in the hands of flash thompson, school's poster boy, the mobster...
with all his fury, he changed to his costume and swing into the streets of New York to vent out his anger, just like when Uncle Ben died, just like when Aunt May got sick, just like when he failed his favorite subject, science due to his civic duty as spider-man..
and he hated himself at this point of time...
haha... today damn funny, went cycling cum roller blading with weee kiat... then he lost a screw out of his wheels, i lost a paddle out of my bike, so its like lose everything day, we finally juz went home...
i very happy, cause i finally started doing my work, sigh slack so long liao finally got fury to fire myself up... i think i want to fall into abstinence, so that i can be alone and figure things out without distractions...
finally, i started to grow beard!!! OH MY GOD! its like a strand of hair out of my chin... i noe i sound like paranoid sissy, but its damn irritating... i juz wanna shave it off some time.. haha
guess wat?
GTA time..
Stupid at 9:02 PM
Stupid at 9:02 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
HAd a very terrible dreams last night.. perhaps due to me being too tired after the nafa test..
i dreamt that i was an ancient warrior, wearing armour and stuff fighting in a war just like the movie the myth... then some how, it changes scene..
chin kuan was my general, and he was like wearing specs in ancient days.. he have a helmet, so those every one me too.. in those armour made of steel and stuff...
then i saw her, as a princess, in a room made of gold, and furniture exact to those u see in a place... she was behind the curtain so couldnt see her face clearly, but the silhoutte tells me its her..
than a gun, old artistic gun, carved with patterns was raised, like those u see in the movie league of xtra ordinary gentleman... and it aimed at her, i duno who is the guy who did it... and it shot her...
and i woke up... my leg was numbed, my hands were cold, my fear was real.... it was a dream, or a premonition? or my past life? i dunno..
i dreamt that i was an ancient warrior, wearing armour and stuff fighting in a war just like the movie the myth... then some how, it changes scene..
chin kuan was my general, and he was like wearing specs in ancient days.. he have a helmet, so those every one me too.. in those armour made of steel and stuff...
then i saw her, as a princess, in a room made of gold, and furniture exact to those u see in a place... she was behind the curtain so couldnt see her face clearly, but the silhoutte tells me its her..
than a gun, old artistic gun, carved with patterns was raised, like those u see in the movie league of xtra ordinary gentleman... and it aimed at her, i duno who is the guy who did it... and it shot her...
and i woke up... my leg was numbed, my hands were cold, my fear was real.... it was a dream, or a premonition? or my past life? i dunno..
Stupid at 5:12 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
ok.. i juz been tag by mc... then i read the blog bout the seven quakities i want in my lover, this coincides what i wanna talk about today also...
ok, yesterday i was playing games and stayed up late until 4 because i lied to my parents that i have a lot of work to do so i am unable to help them out with their office work... so i was home alone the whole night... so i enjoyed my self and have migrane right now...
wat happen was, my mum was sick, had a v bad sore throat and mild fever and stuff.. and than she still went not sleeping the whole night helping my dad out.. after she came home this morining, she didnt even take a rest and still continue her daily chores like cooking and cleaning and stuff... and she is still very weak, because of both the sickness she had and still having...
seeing her like putting up a strongfront, shook me a lot, make my heart feel so sour, i meant i was like playing and she was like working... and i feel v remorseful, not that it will stop me from playing anyway.. but its juz v bad i think..
well here comes to be the 7 qualities of my perfect love one:
1) must be easily to comunicate with, statistics shows that as one grow older one tend to talk less, so must find the right parner to talk to..
2) good person to be a partner in unforseen circumstances, partner is for life, if she have to be with me, she must work with me also...
3) both me and her muz understand each other v well, therefore, trusting each other...
4) willing to sacrifice for each other, although will end up both dead, but its romantic aint it?
5) be like my mum, has an idealogy so strong that moves my heart
6) not really have to be too pretty, not too ugly either, but seriously, when it comes too looks, no matter what, if she fits the rest of the 6 points, i dun care how she looks liao, juz a bonus thats all..
7) mus like children, cause i like children...
thats all bout it la..
i lazy to pass this on to 7 pple.. so those who insane enough who wants to name such things out, juz tell me and name it...
soh out...
ok, yesterday i was playing games and stayed up late until 4 because i lied to my parents that i have a lot of work to do so i am unable to help them out with their office work... so i was home alone the whole night... so i enjoyed my self and have migrane right now...
wat happen was, my mum was sick, had a v bad sore throat and mild fever and stuff.. and than she still went not sleeping the whole night helping my dad out.. after she came home this morining, she didnt even take a rest and still continue her daily chores like cooking and cleaning and stuff... and she is still very weak, because of both the sickness she had and still having...
seeing her like putting up a strongfront, shook me a lot, make my heart feel so sour, i meant i was like playing and she was like working... and i feel v remorseful, not that it will stop me from playing anyway.. but its juz v bad i think..
well here comes to be the 7 qualities of my perfect love one:
1) must be easily to comunicate with, statistics shows that as one grow older one tend to talk less, so must find the right parner to talk to..
2) good person to be a partner in unforseen circumstances, partner is for life, if she have to be with me, she must work with me also...
3) both me and her muz understand each other v well, therefore, trusting each other...
4) willing to sacrifice for each other, although will end up both dead, but its romantic aint it?
5) be like my mum, has an idealogy so strong that moves my heart
6) not really have to be too pretty, not too ugly either, but seriously, when it comes too looks, no matter what, if she fits the rest of the 6 points, i dun care how she looks liao, juz a bonus thats all..
7) mus like children, cause i like children...
thats all bout it la..
i lazy to pass this on to 7 pple.. so those who insane enough who wants to name such things out, juz tell me and name it...
soh out...
Stupid at 4:21 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
Some thing impossible happened when we watched mission impossible 3... i saw my myself acting as Ethan Hunt in the movie... Yeah right...
well, something impossible really did happen when Yvonne, Zoey, Keng Loong, Wee Kiat and i watched the movie... we watch it twice! one and a half times to be exact...
so this is what happened:
we met up and went to lot 1 together, however at that point of time wee kiat was like at home, so we were at the ticketing office.. zoey says she have some band stuff at 4 and refuses to pon...
then yvonne says : " you gotta make her come here and go back without watch a movie? " and the movie for mi3 is 1.15pm, 2 pm, 3.45 pm.. at that point of time, my casio reads: 2:04pm.. Wee Kiat was not even there yet..the stage is set..
wat happened is that we all decided to watch the 2 pm one, so zoey can go her band thing straight after that.. so we thought we bought the 2 pm thickets and us the lady to keep the ticket for wee kiat and give it to him when he comes, then we took ours and went in... we were stop by this lady who was tearing the tickets and she asked: ' u sure u wanna go in?' then we all said: " yes, why not? " and went in..
the show of course have started like we all expected and then we find our seats and sat down.. start to try to understand the movie where we've missed...
Before we know it, the movie start not to make sense and its like 45 minutes latter(WEE KIAT came in eventually ), we were watching the credits.. then i was like huh, yv was like what? zoey was like er...? keng loong was like FFF.., wee kiat was like okayyyyy...
then kl took the tickets and checked... " F****! we bought the 1.15 tickets!"
then all of us burst out laughing..
yv insisted to go ask for a refund and then we went, that lady who seemed nice (but actually she was damn pissed cause i saw her face changed colour) asked us what we wanted to watch, kl was like pirates of the carribean can? then yv said mi3 again the 3.45 one.. then we watch again, zoey went of for band, so we had one wasted ticket...
thats how we did the impossible... haha.. and suddenly everything makes sense.. pieceing the puzzles all together..
maybe i should buy a ticket half way like this next time to watch it twice hahha...
ps: watching movie with zoey is like watching a 4d movie, with surround screaming, interactive commets and unbelieveable graphics ( blocking the view of whose behind, poor guy! )
well, something impossible really did happen when Yvonne, Zoey, Keng Loong, Wee Kiat and i watched the movie... we watch it twice! one and a half times to be exact...
so this is what happened:
we met up and went to lot 1 together, however at that point of time wee kiat was like at home, so we were at the ticketing office.. zoey says she have some band stuff at 4 and refuses to pon...
then yvonne says : " you gotta make her come here and go back without watch a movie? " and the movie for mi3 is 1.15pm, 2 pm, 3.45 pm.. at that point of time, my casio reads: 2:04pm.. Wee Kiat was not even there yet..the stage is set..
wat happened is that we all decided to watch the 2 pm one, so zoey can go her band thing straight after that.. so we thought we bought the 2 pm thickets and us the lady to keep the ticket for wee kiat and give it to him when he comes, then we took ours and went in... we were stop by this lady who was tearing the tickets and she asked: ' u sure u wanna go in?' then we all said: " yes, why not? " and went in..
the show of course have started like we all expected and then we find our seats and sat down.. start to try to understand the movie where we've missed...
Before we know it, the movie start not to make sense and its like 45 minutes latter(WEE KIAT came in eventually ), we were watching the credits.. then i was like huh, yv was like what? zoey was like er...? keng loong was like FFF.., wee kiat was like okayyyyy...
then kl took the tickets and checked... " F****! we bought the 1.15 tickets!"
then all of us burst out laughing..
yv insisted to go ask for a refund and then we went, that lady who seemed nice (but actually she was damn pissed cause i saw her face changed colour) asked us what we wanted to watch, kl was like pirates of the carribean can? then yv said mi3 again the 3.45 one.. then we watch again, zoey went of for band, so we had one wasted ticket...
thats how we did the impossible... haha.. and suddenly everything makes sense.. pieceing the puzzles all together..
maybe i should buy a ticket half way like this next time to watch it twice hahha...
ps: watching movie with zoey is like watching a 4d movie, with surround screaming, interactive commets and unbelieveable graphics ( blocking the view of whose behind, poor guy! )
Stupid at 7:39 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
ok... i have no time to do anything recently...
not because im studying, but because of that wee kiat lend me GTA san andreas, and i got hooked and cant stop playing... god sake.. i spent 12 hours playing and another 12 hours sleeping! i even gave up da chang jin for that game, god i tell u its holy!!!!
and to add more misfortune, heard the game is damn long and it never ends!!! WHOOHHOO!
i think i gotta fail my As
ice skating is fun with the sulphur dioxide gang... stupid stuff happened..
no mood to update, more mood to play.. hahaha..
not because im studying, but because of that wee kiat lend me GTA san andreas, and i got hooked and cant stop playing... god sake.. i spent 12 hours playing and another 12 hours sleeping! i even gave up da chang jin for that game, god i tell u its holy!!!!
and to add more misfortune, heard the game is damn long and it never ends!!! WHOOHHOO!
i think i gotta fail my As
ice skating is fun with the sulphur dioxide gang... stupid stuff happened..
no mood to update, more mood to play.. hahaha..
Stupid at 12:00 PM