Why do we love?

Back from another week of intense training, out of this world challenges and also hard- to endure - mixed with - much- vulgarities -reprimanding.

And thank God i survived...

I want to share with u what happened to me for the past few days..

Thinking back much much earlier of me before i got myself enlisted, i made a prayer to God, that hoping that He would mae me stronger, more mature, and to discover that hidden abilities he placed in me.

And God Answered my prayer more then i ever take it.

I was sent to SISPEC as everyone knows, being a i-dont -noe- anything and just wanna pass it through the whole course as a low profile guy and post to a slack unit.

Now, i am a guy, who is holding a appointment of section commander, was holding a appointment as platoon sergeant for last 3 days, will hold the appointment as section commander for next week misson ( GRANDSLAM ) at tekong, and will hold the appointment of platoon sergeant again for last day of GRANDSLAM. And i got Silver (which i never got before cause i thought i cant do it ) for IPPT.

Dont ask me how i do it, i also duno, but all i know is that, all this, is GOD GIVEN.. He, training me to be a leader.. ANd teaching me how to work under major stress ( which i am still working on it, as my platoon mates noe how stressed up i am )

I'm not boasting here, cause even for me right now thinking the things i have done or am going to do, if it was the past me, i would say : It's impossible, i can't do it.

But I did, and i know it was with the Help of GOd.

And I thank HIM..

THank GOd

The message i want to send to people out there is that :
If there is people out there thing that u cant do it, cant do certain thing, that u are weak useless and a guy with no special abilities. YOU ARE NOT!

Say a prayer to our dear Heavenly Father, and watch how overwhelmongly he answers your prayer..

And becareful with such prayers, as such changes can come sooner or even change more drastically that u cannot even take it, where u even break down and cry for help..

But God's watching, and God tells you to get up and move on..