Why do we love?

Stupid at 12:09 PM

Thursday, December 29, 2005

yup! thats my clan's name, nootka... we calll our selves nootks...

hahhaa... and like all things we started with a rather bumpy start, and similarly, asking my self why am i here again, and the last few days were like hope i can stay l;onger....

i LOVE~~~ the fun dance.. ITS THE TIME TO DISCO!!! *shake shake*
to disco *shake shake* lalalalala... hahhaha.. wait tilll u see the 3rd chorus... so fast and kool...

and i love the shoe bag... finally got a very own shoe bag...

and i duno why, my clan thinks that im a funy guy in the clan.... say wat look at my face wanna laugh.. sounds like ck... then everytime i said something serious seriously, the clan burst into laughter, i duno why....

my nootka clan, damn special.. got barbie doll, dodgeball queen, rubber face, black face, jiao chi, laugh to die and alot more... everyone seemed to have special ability...

and that night, i duno why, i suddenly got leg cramp.. consecutively for 4 times... then its like so painfull... i breath la.. then like give birth like that.. the whole clan was like laughing like mad like that while im like suffering in shit... man.. why uh? i also duno.. maybe that nite my leg tooo cold ba... i never cramp till so chiat lat...

yay! trm go out again.. maybe can have more and more bonding... then next week orientation liao.. hope my OG will be good and my partner can cooperate well with me instead of being an ah lian... hahha..

Stupid at 9:02 PM

Friday, December 23, 2005

i have never saw this coming....

me..

living in a virtual world of carefreeness.. in reality.. the plot has alreay begun....

ok... i had juz received an email from coach george asking me to buy the bow.. i'm sure i dun have the cash with me... 430 dollars... where can i get so much money???? man.. unlike u, i can't buy the things i want anytime u noe..

Christmas is here!!!!... i always loved christmas... the festive season where everything seemed so magical and have many great cartoon shows... man i love christmas... and all the nice presents! and of course, if it were to snow, it will be great.... one day i gotta go other countries to play real snow on christmas... and i love santa.. but no santa here in singapore...

today is christmas eve eve...and the night of christmas eve, miracles always do happen.. and i love christmas eve, so magical... duno why, christmas has always been very significant to me.. nad i always took christmas as a must to celebrate, unlike my family who says christmas are only for christians...

its the season to be jolly, so here i wish all those who noe me, and also all those who duno me, basically, everyone, a MERRY MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS and a happy new year..
and remember, miracles do happen in christmas eve, all u have to do is to believe

Stupid at 8:10 AM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?

Would you run and never look back?

Would you cry if you saw me cryin'?

And would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?

Would you laugh?

Oh please tell me this

Now would you die for the one you loved?

Hold me in your arms tonight

I can be your hero, baby

I can kiss away the pain

I will stand by you forever

You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?

Or would you lie?

Would you run and hide?

Am I in too deep?

Have I lost my mind?

I don't care, you're here tonight

I can be your hero, baby

I can kiss away the pain

I will stand by you forever

You can take my breath away

Oh, I just want to hold you

I just want to hold you, oh yeah

Am I in too deep?

Have I lost my mind?

Well, I don't care, you're here tonight

I can be your hero, baby

I can kiss away the pain

I will stand by you forever

You can take my breath away

I can be your hero, baby

I can kiss away the pain

And I will stand by you forever

You can take my breath away

I can be your hero

Stupid at 9:15 AM

look... u look around u, look around the world, there are tonnes of different type of pple ard u, each trying to influence the other to think an act like them, in the end, no one changes...

the idea it self may sound so absurd that it may give u an headache, but simply putting it, its juz that everyone loves to customise to their own liking...

as my principles lies, everyone is insane.. even me, even u..

doing unnecessary things, having unnecessary arguements and performing foolish acts, are the fruits of acts that we failed, acts that failed us to do wat ever we want the future to be..

pms is insanity, depression is insanity, and of course throwing your temper around is the most insane thing of all...

furthermore, stubborness is insanity, the will of being unwilling to accept other routes to a problem, they know if it may be a better route, but they trusts only no one but themselves..

love is insanity... love drives people to do stupid things... first u love her, then u hate her, then u crave her... no sense.. no sense at all... furthermore, who noes wat happens after u got her? nothing? u gone thru all that for nothing? love is insanity.. only the feeble mind of a human can think of something as insipid as love being as artificial as a programme itself...

everone in this world is insane.. u me, ur dad, ur mum, everyone.. we do stupid things in life that makes us and other feels that actually we had all lost hope for life...

why do we still survive?.. cause we are insane...

like joker said: everyone is insane..

Stupid at 8:56 AM

Friday, December 16, 2005

ok.. eversince archery competiton i went staright to Obs.. so today juz come back dead tired...

5 days obs... siao... lets tok bout archery... i got 3rd place... counting from the back... got 75 archers... so i'm dtat lousy.. hahaha... ok

got a kool cap which have my name.. tell u wat happen to it later...

ok obs was damn fun.. damn stupid damn tiring, damn irrelevent, damn there to push my limits... and especially i was not at my prime after the archery comp...

tell u wat i did in short.. tell u longer next time...

ok..

i shit and pee open in the wilds.. cover my shit with a shovel...

i climb a high element which is so damn high and so difficult and i reach the top with a sleeping belayer... sorry hong xin.... hahaha...

i slept in a tent for 4 nights...

drank water with chlorine for 5 days...

i kayak around the whole island of ubin.. AROUND!!!!!! with a partner who is hardly paddling...

i lost my archery cap there the one i said earlier...

i bought a photo of my watch and lost it thanx to sharin which flew out of the bus...

i swam in a fresh water quarry and it was 27 m deep...

bulit a raft to float in the quarry...

capsized the kayak in the middle of the sea and save it back and climb it back with help of another kayak...

eated hell lot of can food... cooked food by solid fuels... and biskuit and bread

tired like helll.. learned how to pitch tents, tie knots, tie dragoflies, sing song, carry back pack...

i trek round the island within 4 hours... with a heavy back pack and tent and blue tap... approx 5 to 6 km...

sooo fun.. i tink i broke my limits and defined myself that i can actually do more... i am be better if i want to... thanx mauricette.... thanx raffles...

i will update more if i ever had the chance k?

ps: i got another cap, the obs cap.. hahahahaa...

Stupid at 5:09 PM

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

hey pal, how has it been ever since i've returned to gotham... Maybe i'll go back to the JLA headquaters a while to see ya and the rest of the folks...

hope u've been making u're custom made arrows.. cause i gotta need some..

i've juz recovered from a terrible illness, but i should be at my prime, and im having an archery tornament in telok banlah this sat and sun for my archery club... wish me luck...

hope u can give me some archery pointers that day....

and also, of course im not wearing my costume.. im my alter ego that day, locate me in the flaming arrows club shirt, red bright big shirt k?

see ya and wish me luck... may the force be with you

Stupid at 7:30 PM

Monday, December 05, 2005

dun ask why..

im still sick today..

sick like a sick dog..

no longer sore throat..

level 2 is cold..

level 3 is blocked nose...

level4 is stomach ache..

level 5 is groggy visions and body ache..

with each level.. ur attruibute increases... fever...

arghh.. how and i suppose to do work like this.. sux...

Stupid at 3:25 PM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

HELP!

im getting sick

sore throat, groggy eyes, tired body, warm fore head..

and im still pushing myself...

later got work..

tomorrow got archery... competion on next sat and sun...

and i gotta push my self to start doin work...

im sick.. im so sick man..

Stupid at 10:22 AM

Friday, December 02, 2005

im so burned out today...

yes, holidays burned out do not mix i noe...

but i am...

fell asleep at granny house unknowingly juz now... so tired.. been awake so early, been sleeping so late...

if not for the archery tornament next tuesday...

if not for work...

if not for u all the christmas present..

i can complete my work right now..

but now, my homework haven even started.. and revisions was not even planned..

and after all this, i still have camps to go....

i dun have time liao...

i have so much work to do, so little time... wonder why did i put in so much effort in u guys xmas present...

i hope its worth it...

fighting for a better tomorrow....

Stupid at 3:44 PM