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Roger Soh Cai Xiang
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Nanyang Technological University
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Book out...

Life in army, full of stumbling blocks...

A spiritual warfield is in there... Vulgarities flying around, aiming at you, and u are so tempted to follow the ways of the world...

And when u book out, u would rather stay in camp...

why?

its a funny thing...

When freedom is taken away from you, you dont desire anything, just living and sleeping will suffice, but when freedom is given to you back, you want so many things but you couldnt get it...

Just like....

I wanna watch spiderman 3.. but the day it opens is my book in day...

I wanna buy spiderman 3 soundtrack.. but no money...

I want to meet all my friends, but too busy to settle stuff b4 go into army...

Twant I want I want
I cant I cant I cant

And my faith in God who loved me most.. dwindles...
I start to worship Gods of this world, Money, power, ranks, and domination..

Where is the servant king?
where is the Christ in me?

I desperately need God's help to let me go through all this...

One thing which is Good is that im training very hard, to build the temple of God...

ANd thats the only thing im proud of...

Lord help me..

Stupid at 10:32 AM

Friday, April 06, 2007

Hello brothers and sisters..
This will probably be my last post for the next 2 years, and i want to make the best out of it...

And today is a very significant day, becasue today is Good Friday. The day where Jesus was crucified, hung on the cross, and breathed his last.

Hold on you non-believer out there, as all i wanted is to answer your enigma you have about the problems in this society.

All of us admit that there is something wrong in this world, everywhere we turn, we get an infinite amount of ambiguous question. For example what are u here on earth for? what is your purpose... From difficult questions like who created earth, and is the big bang theory valid, to simple questions like does the chicken comes first or the egg? Such questions can never be answered.

But because that we believe in God, We know that He is almighty and soverign, which means he creates and is in control of all things, sucht things, can simply, be answered with God.
God make u here because he have a purpose for you, God created the universe. God created chickens, then chicken lay egg... so chicken first..

yeah... and you better dun give the tsk sound, cause if u think it more indepth, u noe its right

I wanted to share about today sermon i had in church, it is very good, and here i make a confession, i cried... Cause whatever my deaconess said, it refered to me...

Matthew [21:6-11]
Jesus entered Jerusalem, on a donkey, and everyone in the city warmly welcome him, that is called palm sunday.. Many people Shouted: ' Hosanna to the Son of David '
But they asked: ' Who is He?'

They praised him, but they dont realy know him, dun really have a close relationship with him..
Am I the one, Lord?

Mark [14:3-8}
A woman brought an expensive jar of perfume and pour it on Jesus. The crowd saw it, and said : ' what a waste, the perfume could be sold and take the money to give it to the poor'
But Jesus knew the hearts of the people. They use givng the money to the poor as an excuse of not wasting that perfume.

The crowd used some earthly treasure to replace Jesus Christ, Regarding the perfume, is more important then Jesus. And they were with Jesus all day, yet they don't know the Heart of Jesus..Some people say they're doing it for charity. But it's more for their personal agenda. In truth, they simply dont understand the heart of God
Am I the one Lord?

Matthew [26:31-35] and [26:69-75]
When everything was good and smoothsailing, peter said : ' i will never deny you, Lord Jesus'
But when Jesus was arrested, some guys recognised peter as Jesus disciples, then, Peter denied Jesus three times : ' I dont noe that man!'

Some people declare that they will never leave Jesus. But when troubles and danger come, they choose to reject him
AM I the one Lord?

Matthew [26:17-25]
Judas is one of JEsus disciples, handpicked by Jesus to be one of his 12 disciples... therefore, he should noe the heart of Christ better tehn others, but he betrayed him...
Judas asked : 'Surely not I, Lord?'
Jesus answered : ' Yes it is you'

Some people were with Jesus thw whole time, heard his Word, saw His miracles and even ate at the same table with Him. But, They sell Him out for worldly wealth...
Am i the one Lord?

Matthew [26:47-56]
Jesus was arrested... Peter Drew a sword and cut the ear of a high priest off.. In the eyes of man, this act seems to be right because he is protecting his master. Jesus answered: Do you think I cannot call on my Father to send 12 legions of angels to protect me?'

Some people rely on themselves to do what they think will please God. But theey are unkowingly Satan's helpers to block God's will.
Am I the one Lord?

Luke [23:1-4]
Matthew [ 27:20-26 ]
Where is Justice.. Pilate found no crimes of Jesus, but in order to please his people, he washed his hands off Jesus and let them crucfiy him... indirectly, he have crucified Jesus.

Some people know that a perosn is innocent, but under the pressure and threats of others, they choose to crucify the innocent.
Am I the one Lord?

John [19:16-21]
Matthew [27:45-54]
Some people may call Him their King and Lord. But they despise and jeer at Him in their hearts. They cause Him to recieve the fate of a wicked criminal while the guilty walks free..
Am I the one Lord?

Were YOU there when HE was CRUCIFIED???

Stupid at 8:30 PM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

SIN...

Today was my last day in the kindergarten before i go NS, and i am going NS next monday, so this may be my post for the next 2 years...

This entertainer called uncle paul came and do this magic trick... he tie a loop which represent sin to a rope... which represent our life.... so , when it is tied, the loop cannot be seperated from the rope... but when he covered it with a piece of red cloth, which represent the blood of Jesus Christ, the loop came out, the life of the man became without sin... Jesus have took away the Sin.. The rope is without any loops anymore... No sin...

Came to me that, without Jesus, it is totally impossible to remove Sin from our lives, what u have done, means u have done.. what u curse, lie, steal, lust, anger, covet of... Are examples of sin... And we will carry the guilt of the Sin

But Jesus took it away... when he died.. He forgave us, washed us, and we could leave a life of sin, to live a life without sin.

initially i find this concept very puzzling, but thanks to that illustration uncle paul made, it became clear... Now i noe what it meant...

Funny thing is that, after i live a life of christ, Sin is still eveitable...

so my life becomes like this, a rope, with hoops, then I repent, Jesus took the Sin away, be a new guy, and then go back to be a bad boy again, having loops in my life... then i repent and remove the loops again...

It becomes a cycle, and with each cycle, Jesus seemed to Sigh much louder... Can u take that guilt of yours? I dont think i can take the guilt of mine... that guilt, is worse then punishing u right on the spot, because the guilt eats u from inside out...

I try to keep the rope of mine with no loops... bery difficult, but i noe it can be done, because Jesus have done it...

I pray that you could do the same...

May we pass this 2 years test and still hold strong...
May God watch over you

Stupid at 8:54 PM

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