Why do we love?

I was thinking alot today, well, i guess being super busy and not enough time to even sit down and have a sigh give u such effects, makes u think when u finally have time.

My company was actually preparing for field camp, yup, an as the platoon sergeant, i am being placed in the die already still kana arrowed category, thats why my workload weighs a ton.

anyway, i was thinking, suddenley, cause i was eating dinner with my parents at downtown east, then get to see a lot of younglings, well, maybe they are only a few years younger then me, but i never be as carefree as them, then made me think of times when i was in JC and in sec sch.

Things would have been so different, although i didnt particularly am very very happy, but i missed those times, i would have made right decisions if i had one more chance. duno la, but things would have been different, i may not become christian.

Then thought of all my friends, they come and go, even super close and good ones, not like my girlfriend who still have close friends in contact, i hardly hear them at all. I only got one pri school friend, who i dun even noe her in primary school, Sharm thats you, then sec sch, well, Aaron and luqman, now currently MIA and duno where they are, JC, got Wens, never even see him in church, Yvonne, went to america and changed, RJ & WK, busy for each other, Zoey and the rest, MIA, Chin Kuan, duno, MIA, oh well, feeling depressed now..

Maybe I didnt make an effort to catch up with them, or maybe when they did catch up with me i just brush it off, i duno.. Maybe army makes u loose all these friends, and yet makes u treasure what matters more, my family and my girlfriend.

I missed all the happy moments i have, with the people who passed by my life.