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Profile 21 Nanyang Technological University DOB: 051188 Trying to be a Godly Man Archives December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 July 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 April 2010 August 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 July 2011 February 2012 Links eugenie Zhao qi christine COGS bLOG!! 05S21 Daesiree charis Stupid&silly Timothy Sharmiela MArie Sook Leng Xiao En Tagboard |
Tuesday, October 31, 2006 unleash ur potential! thats what miss ooi said to me in secs sch then cause me to be where i am today... and i guess even today, 1 more day to a levels i haven unleash yet.. but i think its time liao... give everything i got.. even my life and my soul and everything.. gotta do papers and write and give everything... i dunno how long i will last, but must chiong.. MUST score well, or else i regret the reat of my life.... i go school see everyone pia, i got scared, its good to absorb their piaing power kinda thing cause i feel fear, i like the fear, embrace the fear, turn it to strength and then pia.. gotta PIA!!!!!!!!! ARGH!! slap my face if u find me slacking K? im mad liao, but if im mad for the right thing, who cares? Stupid at 9:46 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006 i felt like having a heart attack.. suddenly boom! my heart very ache.. i think cause im getting more and more excited as the exams draws nearer.. i duno why but kept having this feeling that i haven unleash my full potential yet.. and i think the only thing that is holding me back is my laziness... too distracting already.. im so afraid wat happens if i cant enter uni.. sometimes i really feel like talk to someone else besdies god.. cause he doesnt reply u verbally... i wanted to talk to mum, but i dun wanna make her worry.. talk to junior? she alreeady have enough problems of her own.. talk to wens? he'll juz brush off the subject.. talk to aaron or lugi? i guess we haven seen each other for so long that we felt like in different planets... talk to charis? for get it... i'll get suan... ended up talking back to god... the person whos always there... but i still feel someting wierd inside me.. cause i haven unleash my potential or something.. something is not right this days... like im living in a virtual world kinda thing... nope, i didnt catch any movies... this is wat i truly feel... really feel like just sit for the a level paper and juz go home kinda thing.. but no.. i must fight, can u imagine being no where to go after my A levels? i must do it.. no matter wat it takes... God bless us all... bless u too Stupid at 7:42 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006 i finally learned how to study.. 3 easy steps.. ignore all ur frens.. shut ur self at home with only books and wear my specs... my ability to study increased by 20%... but im not confident yet.. oh well.. mum's health detiorating,,, so i continue to pray for her... well, haven been much to the outside world really.. but i feel great being alone.. see.. i think it is my destiny to be alone kinda thing.. as in im the only child rite? ya... bday comin, so is steds.. but i guess wont be a big bash as everyone will be busy on their studies.. yeah, me too... think i better get ready steds gift first... oh... a new girl i noe yesterday, she approached me and claimed to be my junior.. no im not a paedophile... but she claimed that she is from my pri sch.. although i duno who she is... daesiree singing in her sec sch is v annoying and distracting.. i can hear it from my room... stupid CCK sec idol kinda thing.. heard shes the idol queen... hey! no idolism! oh, the class blog tag has been a major kick.. everyones been posting there.. maybe i shld too... i love reading deathnote during breaks... Stupid at 7:52 AM
Saturday, October 21, 2006 yesterday went to watch death note with wens.. and ck and KL .. yup, i'm mad... A levels next week, and im watching death note... and i dfound out juz now while im studying chem i have forgotten everything i should have studied... darn, im getting real worried... been wondering what will happen if i fail my a levels and the university dun accept me... my mum take it as a casual tone.. but i noe she's worried too GOD HELP ME!!! i think i need a miracle to put me in the right mind and right mood to study and then do well in this exam! especially for chem!! as like in O level or PSLE, i have been so hardworking! now its like the biggest exam of my life and i like that!! GOD HELP ME MAN! arggh... damnnit.. if fail where should i go? i like L in death note... ![]() Stupid at 11:31 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006 hey ppl!!!haha.u may be surprised to see me HERE.but..yeah.im!!!haha.me n senior decided to share this blog...cuz.hmm.cuz...senior said his blog was dying or sth..yeah.haha. lalalalala.so.im here to livin it up!!!!haha.ppl taggy taggy kk?? haha.yay!!senior like phantom oso!haha.kk.i wun be crappy anymore.(: this sunday there'll be another captain;'s ball game..yay!senior can come?haha.\ lalala.i go alr. buhbye dearies!!tc oso.((: Junior~Tweety~lYdIa lyDIa at 6:58 PM
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006 making some nootka taperstry.. my fire of enthusiasm and hope gonna die soon.. 2 more days... then fare welll assembly no more school!!! yay! but have to pia like siao liao.. beggining to like the phantom of the opera... partially due to junior's influence.. maybe i shld go buy the soundtrack... cause i quite like the movie.. junior exam end liao... so good.. i hope mine will end soon too.. sigh.. Stupid at 4:01 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006 its been so long since i stop reading her blog.. and now when i read and see the events she gone thru, her thoughts about things and her views., shes's the same old her... just that there aint any me or chi ku any more... sometimes i wonder, why does we all, having the same social status, she have so many problems, and mine, compared to hers, is like so puny... if i was her fren like last time, i will continue to talk to her and help her all i can, however, now i noe i wll help her in a christ like perspective, one that she'll definitely reject.. but then again, 1234... it is not determined by man, but by God.. i wish to reach in to help her, cause i can see then she is like giving up, and that is a last thing, me, standing a position as merely a fren can do..but how do i reach in??? God help us all... Stupid at 8:53 PM
im losing my mine... i've been constantly trying to 'use my heart' in doing things, listening to tutorials, doing revisions and helping pple.. yet, others remain as the same, self centered, self concerned, uncaring... i shldn't complain, i noe, as for who am i to judge my brothers and sisters? but i can see the fact that in this world, there is no such thing as karma, good or bad.. things juz happen... everything is clear right now, its juz me and that devil in me, no more fren problems, no more $ problems, no more mp3 problems... i shld be focused, all right there in one red intense dot... but i found out that my devil is so much bigger than me... little did i noe that it had grown so much... i use this to encourage my self.. David and the Goliath... others said that he's so big, how could he win... david said, he's so big, how could i miss... and with an unwavering faith, he won the goliath and became a man marked in history.. there is so much to do, even after the As, because i realli have much to pursue... and i believe one day i can pursue it.. Stupid at 8:15 PM
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