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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
It is GOd sent really...
I was praying that wat i shld do if bad results in Alevels
then
Ms chong came talking to me on MSN and i worked out the optoins..
it aint that bad after all...
Of course i do hope i will get good results..
Just planin plan B...
continue praying k...
I also got pray for you...
I was praying that wat i shld do if bad results in Alevels
then
Ms chong came talking to me on MSN and i worked out the optoins..
it aint that bad after all...
Of course i do hope i will get good results..
Just planin plan B...
continue praying k...
I also got pray for you...
Stupid at 8:14 PM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
My heart is breaking faster every second...
you know why? Cause every second it is nearer to 1430 hours in 2 march...
The REALESE OF A LEVELS!!!!
unbelieveable right... so soon liao...
if i dun do well, i also duno where i am supppose to go...
And what irritate me more are the people who seemed far too confident or haven no care cause they think they gonna make it...
Cause they didnt screw the papers like me...
welll... if i dont do well, shld i retake? or go poly, or go NIE or SIM?
i duno... many options, but nothing beats going NUS or NTU straight after NS...
Gosh, im so afarid.. i think i gonna pray very very hard...
you know why? Cause every second it is nearer to 1430 hours in 2 march...
The REALESE OF A LEVELS!!!!
unbelieveable right... so soon liao...
if i dun do well, i also duno where i am supppose to go...
And what irritate me more are the people who seemed far too confident or haven no care cause they think they gonna make it...
Cause they didnt screw the papers like me...
welll... if i dont do well, shld i retake? or go poly, or go NIE or SIM?
i duno... many options, but nothing beats going NUS or NTU straight after NS...
Gosh, im so afarid.. i think i gonna pray very very hard...
Stupid at 6:57 PM
Monday, February 26, 2007
i'm trying to post something but i duno wat i should say...
cause currently, i noe people who are reading this and well, some of them i dun want them to noe too much...
so gotta be careful with my choice of words...
have u ever have friends who think that they are holy but u have every reason to say that they are not and yet they are soo good at some rebuking skills that they are able to make u speechless? complicated and irritating...
yeah...
anyway, i was thinking of trusting on God...
Mark 11:24 :Therefore i tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have recieved it, and it will be yours.
I guess that everytime we pray, over meals, before sleep or even in the morning, we must pray it seriously and that believe whatever we pray will happen, because God is faithful, whatever u pray, he answers.
Well, sometimes he may take quite long to answer you prayers, however, you do noe that he will answer, and also when in some situations where it seems totally impossible for you for that thing u prayed to happen, it will eventually happen! Cause with God, nothing is impossible.
All you have to do is to trust in God.
It aint easy to do that above statement, its just like hoping kinda thing, especially when it feels like ages, very very long time, like u prayed day before and till now haven answer kinda thing, but no fear, God is faithful, how much do you trust him?
i also noticed something, Sin causes our prayers to be delayed, yup... When isrealites was against God, it delayed their arrival to the promised land. When peter denied Jesus, it takes a while before Peter really turned out to be the Rock of the church. How great our Heavenly Father is! he didnt cancel away our blessings because of sin! He only merely delayed our blessings...
Love the Lord your God with all your mind, your soul and your strength.
Are you still praying?
cause currently, i noe people who are reading this and well, some of them i dun want them to noe too much...
so gotta be careful with my choice of words...
have u ever have friends who think that they are holy but u have every reason to say that they are not and yet they are soo good at some rebuking skills that they are able to make u speechless? complicated and irritating...
yeah...
anyway, i was thinking of trusting on God...
Mark 11:24 :Therefore i tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have recieved it, and it will be yours.
I guess that everytime we pray, over meals, before sleep or even in the morning, we must pray it seriously and that believe whatever we pray will happen, because God is faithful, whatever u pray, he answers.
Well, sometimes he may take quite long to answer you prayers, however, you do noe that he will answer, and also when in some situations where it seems totally impossible for you for that thing u prayed to happen, it will eventually happen! Cause with God, nothing is impossible.
All you have to do is to trust in God.
It aint easy to do that above statement, its just like hoping kinda thing, especially when it feels like ages, very very long time, like u prayed day before and till now haven answer kinda thing, but no fear, God is faithful, how much do you trust him?
i also noticed something, Sin causes our prayers to be delayed, yup... When isrealites was against God, it delayed their arrival to the promised land. When peter denied Jesus, it takes a while before Peter really turned out to be the Rock of the church. How great our Heavenly Father is! he didnt cancel away our blessings because of sin! He only merely delayed our blessings...
Love the Lord your God with all your mind, your soul and your strength.
Are you still praying?
Stupid at 8:35 AM
Friday, February 23, 2007
oh.. last day of SERVE, sigh... so sad, so manythings happened... i gonna miss damn loads.. fortunately we formed a cell group and it is starting soon..YEAH!!! haha..
and i finally got a chance to partake the Holy Communion... yup.. tiday.. all servers, holy communion... woots..
Ps fu man commended me, about that particular server who dont get baptised unless his parents got baptised, strong faith to make that statement. and also hope that everytime he partake the holy communion, he will ask : oh, God, when will our family be baptised....
yupp... i really grown sooo much... i grown as a leader, as a friend, as a christian, and i am glad... i am soo glad...
it seems so long that ever since i can live life without worrying its problems because i hand all of them up to God, its great you know..
Oh, and God is faithful, i just received another Air force letter asking me to go back and take another postion for WSO, the guy that sits behind the pilot... aint that great? he answers the prayers... woots..
I pledge allegiance to the Lamb
take care of yourself in camp ok? God Bless
and i finally got a chance to partake the Holy Communion... yup.. tiday.. all servers, holy communion... woots..
Ps fu man commended me, about that particular server who dont get baptised unless his parents got baptised, strong faith to make that statement. and also hope that everytime he partake the holy communion, he will ask : oh, God, when will our family be baptised....
yupp... i really grown sooo much... i grown as a leader, as a friend, as a christian, and i am glad... i am soo glad...
it seems so long that ever since i can live life without worrying its problems because i hand all of them up to God, its great you know..
Oh, and God is faithful, i just received another Air force letter asking me to go back and take another postion for WSO, the guy that sits behind the pilot... aint that great? he answers the prayers... woots..
I pledge allegiance to the Lamb
take care of yourself in camp ok? God Bless
Stupid at 9:21 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
oh.... i'm so gonna be dead trm..
Ps fuman says that he will address this scadalous issue trm... and somehow, i duno why i received so many wide grins...
wondering how do u feel?
yeah.. and im sooo tired today... u noe, just one of those days u dun feel like talking to anyone, come online to pass time and then go to bed...
Then it also those time u grow fustrated, wating for some ones's reply...
sianz.. i wondering if she is ignoring me or wat...
i think i need to pray alot alot... haha...
Ps fuman says that he will address this scadalous issue trm... and somehow, i duno why i received so many wide grins...
wondering how do u feel?
yeah.. and im sooo tired today... u noe, just one of those days u dun feel like talking to anyone, come online to pass time and then go to bed...
Then it also those time u grow fustrated, wating for some ones's reply...
sianz.. i wondering if she is ignoring me or wat...
i think i need to pray alot alot... haha...
Stupid at 6:57 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
i wish that u have a blog or something, so at least i can read what are u thinking about...
today we went to ps fu man place, unfortunately, not all of the cross carriers are here, yeah... and i miss them already... although its like a few days...
anyway, we had fun, i intro them the game that Ben and xuan taught me, CIRCLE OF DEATH... haha..
and tingjun puked... he drank too much i guess...
then went to priscar hse.. we played CIRCLE OF DEATH, food version, one wing, one tart, one fry kinda thing.. rather dumb.. but rather wierd too.. no kick... everyone likes the drinking one beter..
fu man is a great drummer.. a diff face of him i guess. but its freaking kool... u seen bing bum boom with his cymbals and stuff... and i tried playing the drums, and then they thoguht me this rather woerd move, 1,2,3,4 bam bam bam bam.. rather wierd.. like got fits like that, mmy body nv listen to my mind... ya...
rather fun today la.. ya.. and i saw a heart shape cloud in the sky today when i was praying in the bus..... so romantic right... lol..
went home early to meet my parents la... they had their fun at their frens place also...
ang pao value drops as u grow up...
days seemed to pass slower... i duno why...
today we went to ps fu man place, unfortunately, not all of the cross carriers are here, yeah... and i miss them already... although its like a few days...
anyway, we had fun, i intro them the game that Ben and xuan taught me, CIRCLE OF DEATH... haha..
and tingjun puked... he drank too much i guess...
then went to priscar hse.. we played CIRCLE OF DEATH, food version, one wing, one tart, one fry kinda thing.. rather dumb.. but rather wierd too.. no kick... everyone likes the drinking one beter..
fu man is a great drummer.. a diff face of him i guess. but its freaking kool... u seen bing bum boom with his cymbals and stuff... and i tried playing the drums, and then they thoguht me this rather woerd move, 1,2,3,4 bam bam bam bam.. rather wierd.. like got fits like that, mmy body nv listen to my mind... ya...
rather fun today la.. ya.. and i saw a heart shape cloud in the sky today when i was praying in the bus..... so romantic right... lol..
went home early to meet my parents la... they had their fun at their frens place also...
ang pao value drops as u grow up...
days seemed to pass slower... i duno why...
Stupid at 8:23 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
point to note : when no one tag my board doesnt mean no one's reading it, cause few pple came to told me :' i read ur blog and ... ' especially on the gossipy issues of my life..
ok, this post is dedicated to a certain someone i met in some point of my rollercoaster life...
1 corinthinans 13:4-7
Love ispatient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. I does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoice with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes , always perserveres.
how hard is it to really love somebody.
Often especially for us guys, it is so easily for u to mix lust with love. especially when in a relation ship...
Some one once told me that Lust is actually to WANT
While love is actually to GIVE
Lust for the girl, want her looks, her fame, ur reputation, to show ur fren
Love for the girl, want to give her comfort, provide her needs, do watever u can for her, and most importatnly, does not stumble ur relationship with God.
Its really hard to love some one truly, satan often comes by and stir lust and love together. and that is why there is so many relationship problems arising in our youthful age.
just ask urself, if ur gf or bf swap bodies into a ugly guy or girl, would u still love her?
I had just watch hot chick the movie, and thats why i have all such thoughts.. and i believe that many youths like me does have such problems too...
Pray to God, and it really works miracles, for he is the God of romance...
I duno wat to do anymore... Can u help me?
ok, this post is dedicated to a certain someone i met in some point of my rollercoaster life...
1 corinthinans 13:4-7
Love ispatient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. I does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoice with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes , always perserveres.
how hard is it to really love somebody.
Often especially for us guys, it is so easily for u to mix lust with love. especially when in a relation ship...
Some one once told me that Lust is actually to WANT
While love is actually to GIVE
Lust for the girl, want her looks, her fame, ur reputation, to show ur fren
Love for the girl, want to give her comfort, provide her needs, do watever u can for her, and most importatnly, does not stumble ur relationship with God.
Its really hard to love some one truly, satan often comes by and stir lust and love together. and that is why there is so many relationship problems arising in our youthful age.
just ask urself, if ur gf or bf swap bodies into a ugly guy or girl, would u still love her?
I had just watch hot chick the movie, and thats why i have all such thoughts.. and i believe that many youths like me does have such problems too...
Pray to God, and it really works miracles, for he is the God of romance...
I duno wat to do anymore... Can u help me?
Stupid at 7:51 PM
point to note : when no one tag my board doesnt mean no one's reading it, cause few pple came to told me :' i read ur blog and ... ' especially on the gossipy issues of my life..
ok, this post is dedicated to a certain someone i met in some point of my rollercoaster life...
1 corinthinans 13:4-7
Love ispatient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. I does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoice with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes , always perserveres.
how hard is it to really love somebody.
Often especially for us guys, it is so easily for u to mix lust with love. especially when in a relation ship...
Some one once told me that Lust is actually to WANT
While love is actually to GIVE
Lust for the girl, want her looks, her fame, ur reputation, to show ur fren
Love for the girl, want to give her comfort, provide her needs, do watever u can for her, and most importatnly, does not stumble ur relationship with God.
Its really hard to love some one truly, satan often comes by and stir lust and love together. and that is why there is so many relationship problems arising in our youthful age.
just ask urself, if ur gf or bf swap bodies into a ugly guy or girl, would u still love her?
I had just watch hot chick the movie, and thats why i have all such thoughts.. and i believe that many youths like me does have such problems too...
Pray to God, and it really works miracles, for he is the God of romance...
I duno wat to do anymore... Can u help me?
ok, this post is dedicated to a certain someone i met in some point of my rollercoaster life...
1 corinthinans 13:4-7
Love ispatient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. I does not dishonour others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoice with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes , always perserveres.
how hard is it to really love somebody.
Often especially for us guys, it is so easily for u to mix lust with love. especially when in a relation ship...
Some one once told me that Lust is actually to WANT
While love is actually to GIVE
Lust for the girl, want her looks, her fame, ur reputation, to show ur fren
Love for the girl, want to give her comfort, provide her needs, do watever u can for her, and most importatnly, does not stumble ur relationship with God.
Its really hard to love some one truly, satan often comes by and stir lust and love together. and that is why there is so many relationship problems arising in our youthful age.
just ask urself, if ur gf or bf swap bodies into a ugly guy or girl, would u still love her?
I had just watch hot chick the movie, and thats why i have all such thoughts.. and i believe that many youths like me does have such problems too...
Pray to God, and it really works miracles, for he is the God of romance...
I duno wat to do anymore... Can u help me?
Stupid at 7:51 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
I hate Cny, where people got all wierd and panicky and started to do spring cleaning, people get so fustrated and try to prevent them selves to flare up... The red colour everywhere seems to fuel the anger, and also that they have all the wierd relatives meeting up without talking, and all those relatives u see once in a year, in fact u all just don't like each other. and also, it is all trying to stumble Christian values. With all the gambling and such...
Moreover, red packets fuel greed of money. All those burning of joss paper and joss sticks pollute the air like crap, making me headache. and the worst of all is... it last for freaking 15 days...
A season to be jolly? more like a season to be folly.
I pray so much man.. like every fustration i sense from anyone i pray to God, to help my family and the community. it is so hard to pray especially u are in a non-christian environment... u got to pray while u eat in ur heart and stuff... but every time i prayed, i felt peace. shalom...
my mum ask me to pray with her also, and so i did.. i hope my dad will do the same so we all can accept christ...
anyway, i cant wait the CNY holidays to end so i can go back to serve.... then can have some fun in meeting the rest of the group and make more Fabemily jokes....
sigh... wed seems so long away.. and trm is a Sunday...
Are you the one that we can sustain a Godly relationship? i've been praying you know? then how will i know the answer? You have been so special...
Moreover, red packets fuel greed of money. All those burning of joss paper and joss sticks pollute the air like crap, making me headache. and the worst of all is... it last for freaking 15 days...
A season to be jolly? more like a season to be folly.
I pray so much man.. like every fustration i sense from anyone i pray to God, to help my family and the community. it is so hard to pray especially u are in a non-christian environment... u got to pray while u eat in ur heart and stuff... but every time i prayed, i felt peace. shalom...
my mum ask me to pray with her also, and so i did.. i hope my dad will do the same so we all can accept christ...
anyway, i cant wait the CNY holidays to end so i can go back to serve.... then can have some fun in meeting the rest of the group and make more Fabemily jokes....
sigh... wed seems so long away.. and trm is a Sunday...
Are you the one that we can sustain a Godly relationship? i've been praying you know? then how will i know the answer? You have been so special...
Stupid at 9:00 PM
Friday, February 16, 2007
GOd have a funny method of making us human look like fools...
and i looked like a Fool man...
opps... sory pastor, not talking bout u...
anyway...i found out that my group in serve is FANNNNTAASTIC!!!!...
almost cried when we depart..
before that the stay over, i prayed like siao for God to make our gp better, it seems not getting better...
Then after the stay over, we became inseperatable...
we see the wonders of God, and the power of prayers, it strengthen my faith..no, not talking bout u faith...
ya... i thank God man... thank God for Xinling Zhe ying Fabian fabien ben gerald sarah lorraine faith and ting jun kai min hui ru..
Cross carriers forever...
and i looked like a Fool man...
opps... sory pastor, not talking bout u...
anyway...i found out that my group in serve is FANNNNTAASTIC!!!!...
almost cried when we depart..
before that the stay over, i prayed like siao for God to make our gp better, it seems not getting better...
Then after the stay over, we became inseperatable...
we see the wonders of God, and the power of prayers, it strengthen my faith..no, not talking bout u faith...
ya... i thank God man... thank God for Xinling Zhe ying Fabian fabien ben gerald sarah lorraine faith and ting jun kai min hui ru..
Cross carriers forever...
Stupid at 9:23 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Whewww... remind me next time what type of programme i am going to sign up for.
I aint complainin but it is seriously, erm... giving me a headache.
my capable Assistant leader is leaving.... and that means it is left to me on what to judge and our groups direction.
oh did i mention that my views are often not accepted by my gp? yeah....
Shared with the NS cell (cross-roads) about my problems today, guess what? pastor fuman came and listen to what i was saring.. shucks! he knew what i'm complanin about... but nevermind, at least it was my frank opinion about things...
I got rejcted from being the pilot. i recieved the darn letter....
thats why this few days abit down, so many bad things happen to me.... juz hope that my results will not turn out bad too...
God, what do you want me to do?
Everyone falling sick, even wens and me.... yupx... and CNy is coming, tell u the truth, i hate CNY besides collecting red packets... the atmosphere is so tense always... hate it.. i prefer Christmas...
Have been skipping quiet time and spent my time on too much unecessary things. i guess i have to redo a schedule for myself and make myself more discpline... have a time to quiet down and be still and listen what God is trying to tell me....
I wish God could juz sms me of what he wants....
I aint complainin but it is seriously, erm... giving me a headache.
my capable Assistant leader is leaving.... and that means it is left to me on what to judge and our groups direction.
oh did i mention that my views are often not accepted by my gp? yeah....
Shared with the NS cell (cross-roads) about my problems today, guess what? pastor fuman came and listen to what i was saring.. shucks! he knew what i'm complanin about... but nevermind, at least it was my frank opinion about things...
I got rejcted from being the pilot. i recieved the darn letter....
thats why this few days abit down, so many bad things happen to me.... juz hope that my results will not turn out bad too...
God, what do you want me to do?
Everyone falling sick, even wens and me.... yupx... and CNy is coming, tell u the truth, i hate CNY besides collecting red packets... the atmosphere is so tense always... hate it.. i prefer Christmas...
Have been skipping quiet time and spent my time on too much unecessary things. i guess i have to redo a schedule for myself and make myself more discpline... have a time to quiet down and be still and listen what God is trying to tell me....
I wish God could juz sms me of what he wants....
Stupid at 6:30 PM