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Saturday, June 30, 2007
Got into school of infantry specialist..
the place is like hell..
Sergeants scold u and dun care bout you.. the training is tough, and u dun have rest time..
i dunno how am i going to go thru it..
Dear God
Help me go through this 9 more weeks.. give me strength courage and wisdom.. im afraid i cant do it, afraid of making mistakes, im afraid of the scoldings and punishments...
Lord, i know that if i go through this 9 weeks, i will become i better man, but i need you to let me feel your presence with me, wrap me with your righteousness and confidence, and let me do all things right, im afraid, but with you, everything is possible..
Lord take good care of my family also, for i love them dearly, and i also pray that you will be able to let me be more strong mentally, lord, and pray that u will helpp me get into university after this 1 year 9 months more..
Lord, if i get through all this, and become a better man, i will submit all this new skills and character back to you, i will serve u with all my life..
in Jesus Christ most holy name,
Amen.
the place is like hell..
Sergeants scold u and dun care bout you.. the training is tough, and u dun have rest time..
i dunno how am i going to go thru it..
Dear God
Help me go through this 9 more weeks.. give me strength courage and wisdom.. im afraid i cant do it, afraid of making mistakes, im afraid of the scoldings and punishments...
Lord, i know that if i go through this 9 weeks, i will become i better man, but i need you to let me feel your presence with me, wrap me with your righteousness and confidence, and let me do all things right, im afraid, but with you, everything is possible..
Lord take good care of my family also, for i love them dearly, and i also pray that you will be able to let me be more strong mentally, lord, and pray that u will helpp me get into university after this 1 year 9 months more..
Lord, if i get through all this, and become a better man, i will submit all this new skills and character back to you, i will serve u with all my life..
in Jesus Christ most holy name,
Amen.
Stupid at 9:32 AM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Found this bible in popular Jp today.. actually wanna buy it but it cost 30 bucks...
What so special about the bible?
IT's a COMIC BIBLE!!!!
Darn.. some one stole my idea of creating it already...
no matter
its great aint it? its wonderful.. i guess its the best things that God have ever given to us..
Check it out at : www.mangabible.com
Create site...
Hope i could join the team one day..
wonderful..
What so special about the bible?
IT's a COMIC BIBLE!!!!
Darn.. some one stole my idea of creating it already...
no matter
its great aint it? its wonderful.. i guess its the best things that God have ever given to us..
Check it out at : www.mangabible.com
Create site...
Hope i could join the team one day..
wonderful..
Stupid at 4:37 PM
Monday, June 18, 2007
Tada!
Juz came out from gurad duty.. serve finish my punishments for the 16 click thing...
Then stupidly go watch some korean drama movie, call smth bout spy girl and kinda like lovey dopey kinda thing and now make me so emo... shucks...
I have to really admit, Korean girls are cute manz..
but when u got so indulged in the movie right, u start to not take notice of how they look, but how they react to their boyfriends.. how to put it.. hmm..
Its like Lust and Love kinda thing,
Lust makes ur heart go faster and let u say a : WWAH!
Love makes ur heart melt and u go like : OOoooohhh...
SHucks.. talking like some sec sch girls ( kinda like lydia and charis O_o)
yeah, but thats the point, everytime watch le, u feel like u really got this tingling sensation of lovey lovey feeling, kinda nice actually.. haha..
today no preaching la... juz blogging..
my life is in a mess as usual.. got so manythings to clear, so many things need to finalise and so many things i have to do, and its all not done..
finally, guess i got to Clear things up with HER..
Dun ask...
having this headache right now.. ever since puberty.. headsaches comes non stop 24 7.. only stops when u sleeps.. no wonder joo leng loves sleeping..
bored, yet dun wanna do my stuff haha..
Juz came out from gurad duty.. serve finish my punishments for the 16 click thing...
Then stupidly go watch some korean drama movie, call smth bout spy girl and kinda like lovey dopey kinda thing and now make me so emo... shucks...
I have to really admit, Korean girls are cute manz..
but when u got so indulged in the movie right, u start to not take notice of how they look, but how they react to their boyfriends.. how to put it.. hmm..
Its like Lust and Love kinda thing,
Lust makes ur heart go faster and let u say a : WWAH!
Love makes ur heart melt and u go like : OOoooohhh...
SHucks.. talking like some sec sch girls ( kinda like lydia and charis O_o)
yeah, but thats the point, everytime watch le, u feel like u really got this tingling sensation of lovey lovey feeling, kinda nice actually.. haha..
today no preaching la... juz blogging..
my life is in a mess as usual.. got so manythings to clear, so many things need to finalise and so many things i have to do, and its all not done..
finally, guess i got to Clear things up with HER..
Dun ask...
having this headache right now.. ever since puberty.. headsaches comes non stop 24 7.. only stops when u sleeps.. no wonder joo leng loves sleeping..
bored, yet dun wanna do my stuff haha..
Stupid at 3:55 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
POP lo..
Finally after 3 months right... well, now i feel kinda sad. like miss BMT like that..
haha..
wonder where i will be posted to.
Anyway. im here to do another sharing... yupz.
ok, everyone is familiar with Number 23 which Jim carrey acts right?
and the famous quote from the bible Numbers 32:23
Your sins will find you out
and some how, when u commit a sin, done something that u know is wrong. and some how, get away from it, you will always stumble and hit smack on it. and then ur guilt makes u feel uncomfortable all the time. and some times, even, u will have retribution or karma.
Well. God make it that way. that whatever you do, you should answer for ur actions, and even confess..
yeah.. i did too.. thats why i got punished...
Gurad duty on 17th...
but the point is i answered for my actions, instead of running away. and i guess im proud of it.
Finally after 3 months right... well, now i feel kinda sad. like miss BMT like that..
haha..
wonder where i will be posted to.
Anyway. im here to do another sharing... yupz.
ok, everyone is familiar with Number 23 which Jim carrey acts right?
and the famous quote from the bible Numbers 32:23
Your sins will find you out
and some how, when u commit a sin, done something that u know is wrong. and some how, get away from it, you will always stumble and hit smack on it. and then ur guilt makes u feel uncomfortable all the time. and some times, even, u will have retribution or karma.
Well. God make it that way. that whatever you do, you should answer for ur actions, and even confess..
yeah.. i did too.. thats why i got punished...
Gurad duty on 17th...
but the point is i answered for my actions, instead of running away. and i guess im proud of it.
Stupid at 9:19 PM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
Im really glad that people are refering to my blog as a source of motivation to them. And im also really glad that they could get closer to God throught this words of mine.
However I will like to tell everyone here that I may not be that great person u may see in you guys eyes. Its God that its great. Not me.
Why?
Because i noe myself, i perhaps may be the worst man in the universe. I noe what i have done, i noe my sins. and i may be even worse then u.
but time and time again, God forgave my sins, and time and time again i disappoint him... Am i too much i ask myself? I noe i am, but He still look at me with those 'Its ok son, u have another chance'
The choice its still mine to make God proud and let him say :' U finally changed, u finally did it !'
yeah..
ANyway, continuing from my previous post, i can see how blessed i actually am...
Whatever i do, i depend greatly on God.
Especially when it comes to IPPT.
I been failing, and that night, i prayed, infact everyone prayed.. hard...
I passed.
i dunno how, i never pulled 6 pull ups with an injured arm, i never jumped 221 and even if i passed 216 its a miracle. but some how, i felt that, when i pull up, god assisted me,
when i jumped SBJ, GOd pulled me higher.
Jesus said, if u have faith of a mustard seed, u can move mountains, was my faith less then a mustard seed?
perhaps, maybe. yeah.
2nd thing i would like to share is this story my christian buddy in my platoon shared with me.
he told me that in peaceful times, u walk along a beach, u see 2 steps of foot steps, one is myself, the other is God.
in Harsh times, u see one set of foot steps, u start to blame GOd. GOD! where are you when i need u! why did u forsake me?
GOd answered: i didnt forsake u, i was carrying u and runnning away from danger.
How it touched me with this simple story. and how little faith we all have. i would always cvry why God forsake me too...
3rd thing i wanna share is about love.
been wondering why they said faith hope and love, love is the greatest.
And it struct me that. even those who are evil loves, loves the things they have, love the things they want, love their girls, their partners, love money.
How great love is.
and how difficult to have a true, godly kinda love.
Prayer works!
However I will like to tell everyone here that I may not be that great person u may see in you guys eyes. Its God that its great. Not me.
Why?
Because i noe myself, i perhaps may be the worst man in the universe. I noe what i have done, i noe my sins. and i may be even worse then u.
but time and time again, God forgave my sins, and time and time again i disappoint him... Am i too much i ask myself? I noe i am, but He still look at me with those 'Its ok son, u have another chance'
The choice its still mine to make God proud and let him say :' U finally changed, u finally did it !'
yeah..
ANyway, continuing from my previous post, i can see how blessed i actually am...
Whatever i do, i depend greatly on God.
Especially when it comes to IPPT.
I been failing, and that night, i prayed, infact everyone prayed.. hard...
I passed.
i dunno how, i never pulled 6 pull ups with an injured arm, i never jumped 221 and even if i passed 216 its a miracle. but some how, i felt that, when i pull up, god assisted me,
when i jumped SBJ, GOd pulled me higher.
Jesus said, if u have faith of a mustard seed, u can move mountains, was my faith less then a mustard seed?
perhaps, maybe. yeah.
2nd thing i would like to share is this story my christian buddy in my platoon shared with me.
he told me that in peaceful times, u walk along a beach, u see 2 steps of foot steps, one is myself, the other is God.
in Harsh times, u see one set of foot steps, u start to blame GOd. GOD! where are you when i need u! why did u forsake me?
GOd answered: i didnt forsake u, i was carrying u and runnning away from danger.
How it touched me with this simple story. and how little faith we all have. i would always cvry why God forsake me too...
3rd thing i wanna share is about love.
been wondering why they said faith hope and love, love is the greatest.
And it struct me that. even those who are evil loves, loves the things they have, love the things they want, love their girls, their partners, love money.
How great love is.
and how difficult to have a true, godly kinda love.
Prayer works!
Stupid at 8:55 PM