Stupid at 8:26 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

hello all..

im posting this cause today is palm sunday, and this week is the holy week and i guess we shld be putting in alot of effort in being holy and placing God first in many areas of our lives..

truthfully, i haven been any more holy.. didnt even been reading the bible this few days.. only got awakened just yesterday..

anyway, the point is thati would like to share with everyone the death of Christ, its meaning of what it means by he died so all could live..

ok..

A vague idea, ( i may have even misinterpret the meaning) is the show evangelion..
how the monster( 2nd angel lilith) died and crucified, and humans used it, to study it and make a clone of it using its giant size and strength and a little technology to fight other monsters and protect humanity.. Therefore in a way the monster died to save humanity..

same idea, christ died to save all man..

i was also thinking of the idea of sacrifice offering to God..
that in the past, the levites killed and offered lambs and bulls to God for forgiving their sins.
The animals died for them and shed their sins.
it may sound easy but, have the thought of u , holding a dagger, knife, whatever, shedding the lamb u are holding struugling thru the throat, and see the warm blood splashes into ur face, and the lamb have to suffer that because u sin, u lied, u lust, u covet, u angered, u placed urself first before God.

And if u felt Sad for that lamb u had killed using the dagger. imagine the amount of grieve u have if u nailed a man, who has done nothing wrong in 33 years of his life, perhaps through out history he is the only one that has no sin, and because of u, who lied, who lust, who angered, who is so full of self, u nailed a man, whos was already slashed, teared his skin, thorns forced around the head, and u gave the final blow by nailing him, on a piece of wood, few inches above the wrist.. BAAM! u whack the nail and see him scream.. and thru the feet too.. BAAM! Just because u placed urself first before the one who made u..

And then u look at that man, bleeding, the great man, exhausted, u start to regret the things u did to him, and he looked to ur eyes, despite the blood and tiredness, his eyes are still pure, he said:' Its ok son, I forgive u, Just dont do it again'
And with that, breathed his last..

that is how i pictured How Jesus been Crucified.. thats how i felt.. and i feel if i knew this would happen to him, i would have already stop sinning.. but time and time, we often forget, how much pain he suffered.. Let us remember, the pain, the blood, the pierce, the sound of the hammering the nails BAAM!

no matter what we did in the previous times, let it all behind , and keep at least, this week holy, and many more weeks to come..