Why do we love?

Dear readers,

finally after so long again i update my blog which is fading away..

My life have not been fruitful and productive actually, other then some great events like the anniversary i had with my girlfriend, its the same old mundane routine. Same old struggles.

Talking about Struggles, my youth pastor gave me a sentence for thought, he was actually convincing me to join a 6 months tribute programme. but then i was hesitating, and as though he could read my thoughts, he said, God loves people who are struggling.

i was like ????

'Look at Esau and Jacob, in the eyes of man, Esau fared better then Jacob. And even though Jacob sinned, fell, but he turned to God, and God loved him more, Jacob struggled and didnt let God go'

It's true, im struggling in my life, to lead a godly one vs to lead an ordinary worldly one. and Its tiring it tored me apart.

I fliped to the bible, and Genesis 32: 22-31, the story where Jacob wrestled, struggled with God and refuse to let him go. And God blessed him, renaming him Israel because he had struggled and overcome.

Brothers and Sisters, perhaps many of u are like me, struggling, it always seemed impossible to be that ideal christian in our weekdays, but God loved those who keep trying to be one and never give up.

May God love us more..