Why do we love?

The war has begun.. and i'm in it... one of those tiny minions which are manipulated by some mastermind obliviously.. everyone is so confused rite now.. arghh...

anyway, im so into this war that i neglected alot of things.. my frenz, wens zoey yvonne, wonder how are they nv hear them since got noes when, and also, sharm, sorry, im kinda busy.. so many things to settle.. so little time..

why do u have to carry on with this war? move back a step u go heaven, advance a step hell begins.. yet u are still so rigid in ur thinking that u feel that u are doing the right thing.. i now u are the one who is suffering la, but if u dun go hell, who goes?

sometimes we muz be vindicated to solve several problems in life. and i noe it is difficult but then again, what is not difficult in life rite?

she may be evil, wrong, or lying or watever. but if the country depends on a treaty sign bt u and her, u dont have a choice u understand? u dont !!!!!

it is better sometimes to sacrifice one self for the sake of others, even for those who u NOT love. cause this way u could bring peace to the pple around u, including the opnes u care...

if a egg gonna smash to the floor, it breaks, but if a egg smash to sponge, it remains in tact.. be the sponge can? cause if it gets messy, u gonna clear it up...

lastly, mag is really have no hard feelings against u.. i really juz dun like the way u ignore her, feels so heartbreaking seeing good frens turn on each other....

if u wish that life should be like be a fairy tale, where pple live hapily ever after, with no hatred nor curses, u have to wipe the hatred of urself first, then the fairy tale will come true, cinderella....

hope this end asap... dreaming of the end of the war....