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| Saturday, January 14, 2006 Lets all face the fact, orientation is over, and its time now to buck up, to get back in reality and start to do whatever is required of us, and thats what i hated to do... mugging during wee hours of the night and sleeping for onli 6 hours is so not me, (i need 8 to fully recharge myself).. and apart from all those physical exersices im required to do, im already tired.. with a blink of and eye, its already going to be chinese new year, how time flies, so fast, i hope this year will be much better... yesterday night, after dinner with the clan,(which we have dinner almost everyday, so much so that my parents start thinking that im going out to meet some girls or something, which apparently is not!!) i went back home and start thinking about what my frens told me about their problems and views on the way home, and it sturck me thinking that every single person in the universe have a major fustration in mind and there is no ideal human in this world who is problem free.. that is ultimately the sad truth of life... they also did brought up that pple do wear mask to hide their feelings and stuff like that, yup, i should noe very well which type of pple they are, however, i believe they did it for a reason, something so deep that they they wanna show what they might be thinking off. ok, so watever i mentioned above is crap, juz trying to clear my mind of what im trying to say right here, right now. ok, its time to face the truth, somethings in this world, no matter how much u wan it, u may never obtain it, and that is the will of ur fate. and i juz noe that, no matter what u do, no matter how hard u try, wat u want is impossible, u could onli dream, and thats the furthest u can go, they say that if u really work towards it, u make achieve it, but i think by that time, u will already lost it forever, furthermore, many pple yearns for the exact same thing u wanted, it seems almost impossible, leave things to fate, whatever is yours will be yours, whatever is not, no matter how u try, will never be urs.. but u should still try to work ur best towards it.. which brings us to the next point, u are forever lazy, motivated in saying, never in doing cause of ur fear of hardship, u pathetic little scum which onli excel in talking but nothing else, this is ur destiny, to stay like this forvever, but for wat's worth, i duno how u could enjoy life like this... some things u noe that it will be impossible, but whu do u still hope so much? stop it now! the dark is generous, and it is patient,and it always wins - but in the heart of its strength lies weakness: one lone candle is enough to hold it back. Love is more than a candle. Love can ignite stars. Stupid at 9:40 AM
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