Why do we love?

with more than a week of shouting, crapping, laughing ,and cramping, this whole thing is going to end, so soon, as soon as this monday... its rather sad sometimes, knowing that when this ends, we will juz be saying hi to each other instead of going out almost everyday and going home at 12...

All things die... Even the stars burn out..

this is why we must learn to let go, not only learning to let go on the things we should let go, but also learning to let go the things that we dun wanna let go..

Sometimes, to do whats right, we have to give up the things we want the most, even our dreams...

yes, thats the sad part of life, things come and go, and we muz learn to adapt...

tribute to the Nootka clan, i really, really, really, enjoyed the days we were together, despite the fact that we argued, we screamed, we ignored... that is possibly because we feel when we do things, unlike doing things blindly...

Zhao Qi, been a great man, in fact, e has been the man that i always dreamed to be, a man with unresistable charisma, overwhelming care and concern towards both the male and the female, love for his fellow men, and emhasises on welfare of his men under his wing... no one could ever replace him as our clan master..

Christine, been a fantastic partner, being ultra helpful in many things, initiates the first move in helping others, her care and concern for the og touches everyone, despite her dedication to the outside world, she never forgets her responsiblities here.. and i swear that no one could work more better with me than Christine herself...

Grace, been a loud speaker, and lets all face the fact, without her, out troubles or worries wouldnt be voiced. nootka is where we are rite now is thanx to her, cause she is not afraid of showing whatever she finds her men are disadvantaged and show it to the higher authority..

Jieyi, been a funny little girl in some cartoon, she never fails to make me laugh, damn humorous in a way, take it from my view, humming tunes and shaking her head in a crowded bus, who the heck does that anymore.. falls down in front of the og, and always been like a sun where never sets.. forever there for u to laugh at..

Jia xin, dodgeball queen, also devoted to the outside world, on the fone for 3 hours and stuff, kinda silent as what i think, no literally, u can see her scream at u in ur ears when u call her thin and stuff, but she doesnt speak things out thats what i feel..

Marilynn, barbie doll, something bout her is so wierd that makes me feel she's artificial, i duno wat.. but she's been great, kinda funny, scream ao loud, beind the most rugged girl in the vlan and stuff, spending time and money on things u noe... list goes on...

yvonne, same to marilynn, onli a little wee bit more silent than her, fierce as usual also, and heck u wanna see the way she laugh, like asthma, big eyes and stuff, duno how she work with sharin, knowing that he a bit.. er... lazy.. so i think yv screams her head or smth..

Shahrin, the good boy in the beng clan, very exceptional, very funny, very strong very sexy...
he care alot for his og also, like telling me how to speak to his og bout the shirt size thing, u can see from his eyes the agony he is going thru.. but i think he also got times when he have fun la, can feel his disappointment though, knew he expected something more, but i think he is grateful for what he have liao..

Song Hoe, damn good man, sometimes a little tooo good, i play jokes on him until the extreme and he still not angry with me one, i duno why, the most he say is, ' i scold u ah!' then i continue whacking him, hahaha, so funny u muz see him for ur own self...

Yong Hao, been a great thinker, a great ic, i know sometimes i like become very irritating and make him very angry, but he can tahan, me, can see one, he juz kept silent.. like all things.. he juz kept silent.. but he help out alot la, he speaks out when its time to speak and stuff.. ya.. thats why he's good..

Yuan Xiao, trust me, the first time i see u and nw i see u, u changed so much, but continue changing k? i really liked u now, being enthu and stuff, but i can see that sometimes, u are unhappy when things never turn out the way u expect it to be, understand that sometimes things are like that and what we can do is juz to accept it one, cause we already had done our best..

thats all the Nootka ogls, sorry i left the coucillors out cause its tedious to continue writing all the names, but u noe it in ur hearts that i love u all rite?

Whats over is to be remembered, and whats coming is to be faced... May the memories be remembered...