Why do we love?

Things are finally getting brighter this days

today, i had a bad start in the morning, noeing i will sure fail cham like crazy cause i slept at 9 yeserday nite....

then when i got the chem paper i practically drew some words in the paper and handed it up...

then i started wondering, when can i ever will have the mood to buck up and be like what i am in j1 like that.. score so well and understand everything...

and thank god, or xie xie guang yin or amithba( dunno how to spell )... Comes in My Dennis Yeo with his motivational talk.... juz what i needed most... and he said something that i will remember for the quite some time... You may have muscle like springs and nerves like steel... But that doesn't matter... what matter most is your heart...

and i suddenly asked myself, why? why did i find myself useless? i do have a heart... and tats wat kept me flying then... its unlike when chin kuan have his skills on crapping, sted have his skills on maths and atheletics... and i found something that i have forgotten, i have a heart... a heart to determine to strive on.. i think im starting to believe again...

whats more, i found out like what yeo have said, skills can be obtained thru practise... and i realised that i haven been practising for quite some time liao... and the further lecture is very good as well, some lady comes in and tell us hpw we learn... i'm actually more kinesthtic, and visual, and a small part of audio... so basically, i can learn all forms.. hahaha.. but i shld practise more as i am more kinestheic..

suddenly everything brightens up again.. even my internet explorer when back online.. hahaha...
oh well since heaven gave me a chance i shldnt spoil that chance rite?

and i also found out that mel chan is actually half korean... and i didnt noe it till today..

god bless my mum for being so stress at work and my dad for bot making things hush...

its a brighter day today...
ARGGH! My eyes!!! where is my sunglasses???