Why do we love?

Remember remember the fifth of november...

that's the rhyme in V for vendetta... what the heck! 5th of november is my bday! lol.. and they used that day to begin a revolution to blow up the parliament to save the country from the obnoxious supreme chancellor...

but for what's worth, the fights by v is so damn kool, so many complications in the political story, blood splurting out and who can forget the classic ' knife time ' as in ' bullet time ' in the matrix... i love the show.. planin to get the novel of the movie to further understand it...

common test have finished, however, i do not feel at all relieved, cause i didn't even felt stress the first place... HOLD THAT THOUGHT! i'm not trying to be arrogant by saying i can complete the test easily, im trying to say is that i didnt even give a heck about that test! who the hell nv study for a important test the day before? that's me, and what i feel is that what i have done is so wrong.. like im cheating myself...

but what done is done, i'll see what i can do in the future...

been reading up comics and watching movies lately, and i feel that they constantly is trying to remind me why am i still working so hard for.. something like a motivation to spur me on to doing things instead of sleep or playing useless mouse clicking games... glad that i could control my life instead of my life controlling me...

learn a skill or two by the pple arround me, mel chan, zhao qi, telling me about to save$ from not eating.. trying to use their tatic.. hmm i think it works.. not bad...

received an email from coach george.. saying something about nominating me as a committee member in the archery club... great.. now i am a member.. hope i can imrove my archery skills and dont let him down

a part of me is still missing, still cant figure out what's that..

had a crush on an unexpected someone.. but i think i still choose to obey my inner fears, juz let things go and u'll forget her so...