Why do we love?

for a moment there, i thought all of it was over...

and then it came back, my old friend who accompanied me throghout my sec sch life, the only fran i have which make others shooed away from me, and give me what i wanted when im in such a huge crowd... giving me what i wanted, being alone..

let me introduced my fren, hatred...

welcome back pal, welcome back...

maybe im so excited about his arrival and sudden encounter with me, some how, i though a walk with my grand ma would help me relieve my excitement, somehow, when my grandma demanded outrageous issues, i lost my mind and shouted at her at the public... there i am, what a filial grand child... dun u juz u wished u had one too?

somehow, i always wanted this world to be a better place and always reach out to help where ever i can... unlike hiding behind some turle shell when there's trouble and comes out to show off when everything's over... but little did i noe that i actually get invovled into matters sometimes... perhaps being a turtle is not tat bad after all.. long lifespan..

tried the deep sighing method i tot mc the other day, then forget everything aftertat... now i noe why she still feels down liao.. cause now its like no use one.. hahah... nv noe how it taste like until u taste it..

well, with an heavy heart, i type this words out, but part of me that i'm still glad cause at least mc is not in trouble liao.. 2 is better than one rite? haha..

for the not so many frens who noe me for life ah, if u were reading this then u might have ask am i undersome sort of curse or smth, why always kana this type of thing one... frankly speaking, i also duno... maybe its juz my life to be fated like this ba.. if i dun learn now, next time in the society when im having jobs then i would be worst...

k la, thats all for it... whether hatred buddy stays with me, life still goes on, sometimes i get offended, sometimes i get offended by... its juz me ...

ps: i'll swear i'll never play any ball games again unless circumstances calls for it..