Why do we love?

today, after a few hours of wasting some time with my class mate pals... i went to jp to meet aaron as i gonna talk to him, ask him how i should organise my life and be the guy i should be...

and then, i was scolded by him... just in case u are wondering, aaron is my sec sch good fren till now, same age, smaller than me by a few months, a great samaritian, a fantastic fren who stood by me through tough times, especially when i am alone... he is some how more than my fren liao.. he is like some one who i should sick enlightenment from....

and he scolded me.. saying that why did i lose myself at such times, not even paying any attention neither to my academics nor my fitness, needless to say, my crush.. and amazing thing is that i didnt even speak about crushes yet he is able to detect it...

he says that i should noe whats the prolem, but there is juzt somethings stoping me from doing what i should do.. and i told him is my discipline.. then he ask me why aint i doing it? something about if its time to stop, u stop! like a parent i say..

well, after a rather long talk.. he planned for me what am i suppose to do for the rest of the days...

in order to maintain my daily work, homework to be done on weekdays, to reduce the stress, a piece of work is to be split to several parts to do... weekends do all the catching up, like chemistry and stuff.. make use of every second well...

for fitness, when too tired in written work do some push up or something... furthermore.. every morining wake up an hour earlier to train up urself.. 2.4 run or 1.6 run plus pull ups and jumping exercises package...

seems like a foolproof plan to me... provided if i have the disicipline to finish it.. hmm... looks like its gotta be a busy days for me ahead..

then he told me his side of the prob and stuff..

i duno where i'll be today without him...

i did a very silly thing today also.. therefore.. seems like trouble well lie ahead...

things gotta change ... for better or for worst, its gotta change.....