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Saturday, April 15, 2006
Juz like all things, im juz another loser as usual...
i duno, like what mrs ho said, ain't it sad that sometimes no matter how hard u tried, no matter how much hardwork u put in it, you juz couldn't excel... its juz the talent is not in-born in you...
and i feel that i am the person she coicidentally refer to..
no matter how hard i tried, time and time again i took up leadership roles and train my self to equip myself with the skills to lead, cause in my mind i have a clear view of how things should be done... but i juz duno how to execute it as a leader... and they told me that if i have gained enough experience, i should be able to be one...
but although i gained more than enough experience points, more than enough training.. i am still, a sotong leader, a blank mind follower...
similarly, juz like when im in archery... and it makes me get more pissed when i feel like i train every weekend, spend every single cent on equipment, and learnt much from coach, i lost to the F*** guy who trains once a month, spent more $ then time on training and give stupid : ' i'm so proud' look around cause i can shuffle a deck of cards different from u... cause i treat u well when i see u doesnt mean i like u... this means professionalism...
and i lost to him, again, and again, maybe because i can only work and the max i can reach is 100%.. while u with talent, there is always 101%.. thats why i can never win...
and juz like all things.. i nv win.. i nv get the best.. i nv had a niche skill... nv had anything... Nv been good in DOTA, not really good comparatively in studies,not really good at leading,not good at relationships, not even good at thinking... thats why im nothing...
coach kinda scolded me this morning... cause jaffar ask me put up target paper... george ask me not to... says ask them practice finish then shoot.. since jaffar told me first.. i follow his others.. done it liao then george told me... then i say when i put up liao.. he kinda scold me.. but he says he wants me to learn.. saying that i shld not take orders from anyone blindly.. i should think before execute.. maybe that's what i lack... but then again, im not good in thinking..
juz like air u see, i'm nothing
crushed feelings juz got so mixed that i thought its fruit punch...
i duno, like what mrs ho said, ain't it sad that sometimes no matter how hard u tried, no matter how much hardwork u put in it, you juz couldn't excel... its juz the talent is not in-born in you...
and i feel that i am the person she coicidentally refer to..
no matter how hard i tried, time and time again i took up leadership roles and train my self to equip myself with the skills to lead, cause in my mind i have a clear view of how things should be done... but i juz duno how to execute it as a leader... and they told me that if i have gained enough experience, i should be able to be one...
but although i gained more than enough experience points, more than enough training.. i am still, a sotong leader, a blank mind follower...
similarly, juz like when im in archery... and it makes me get more pissed when i feel like i train every weekend, spend every single cent on equipment, and learnt much from coach, i lost to the F*** guy who trains once a month, spent more $ then time on training and give stupid : ' i'm so proud' look around cause i can shuffle a deck of cards different from u... cause i treat u well when i see u doesnt mean i like u... this means professionalism...
and i lost to him, again, and again, maybe because i can only work and the max i can reach is 100%.. while u with talent, there is always 101%.. thats why i can never win...
and juz like all things.. i nv win.. i nv get the best.. i nv had a niche skill... nv had anything... Nv been good in DOTA, not really good comparatively in studies,not really good at leading,not good at relationships, not even good at thinking... thats why im nothing...
coach kinda scolded me this morning... cause jaffar ask me put up target paper... george ask me not to... says ask them practice finish then shoot.. since jaffar told me first.. i follow his others.. done it liao then george told me... then i say when i put up liao.. he kinda scold me.. but he says he wants me to learn.. saying that i shld not take orders from anyone blindly.. i should think before execute.. maybe that's what i lack... but then again, im not good in thinking..
juz like air u see, i'm nothing
crushed feelings juz got so mixed that i thought its fruit punch...
Stupid at 8:16 PM