Why do we love?

due to my previous vulgar post, i apologise to anyone who felt offended by it...

i juz feel that, sometimes when a lot of problems comes up... i dun have anyway to vent my anger to, then it suddenly become so bottled up inside that ur heart feels so sour, so painful, juz like an acid biting it off... and the worst thing is, u cant vent it out anywhere cause u have to maintain ur mr. nice guy image..

this happens so when u especially have no one to speak ur problems to... even to the person u truly knew... perhaps its because that we went to diff jc for far too long or smth, that person seemed to like place the importance on her frens and the other day i called her, she replied me by like shoving me aside.. i feel like trash...

not even noeing how fustrated i was then, it juz bottle up some more... which makes me vent it out at this blog... and yet, problems arises as my jc frens thinking that i am scolding them... *rolls eyes* ..

so thus a problem leads to another, and the feeling of the sourness in the heart juz builds up... suddenly, it seems like no one understands me and i feel so alone....

but like what ck said, u are born alone, u die alone, we theoretically should live alone somemore.. yet, i feel lonliness is worse than death... imagine a world where no one have fun with u, no one talks to u, u care for no one, no one loves u, no one dotes u, no one likes u, no one recognises u, i rather jump of a building and enjoy a moment of flight....

i hope i can get this over with soon..