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| Wednesday, May 24, 2006 i feel now like im being dr jekyll and mr hyde... its juz that my mr hyde is being more positive.... as in he is the good guy... like i said, man like me, who are not hardworking at all, whats the use of them? juz like JXG, wat the immortal said bout dr jekyll was true.. and this is what im feeling right now... useless... today, im happily being mocked in thanx to the great job done by a councillor that ive elected.. not only that, also by some one who annie how talk... and also finally.. by one of us trios... ya, ok, i noe im fat, weak, dumb and now lazy.. not being as smart as i used to be anymore... so what? means im useless right? im juz a dirt in the eye? or juz a tissue provider? somethimes what mrs ho said was true, she said that sometimes u are isolated... not necessary being alone and stuff, but some times it is when u are in a group of people and ideas or thoughts do not get through, u are isolated as well... she gave the word such a great definiton that i couldnt agree any more... seriously... my previous post aint talking bout u people... but now i am... why? it is because i got too fed up... im fed up with ur insults, ur mocking, ur ignorance... and even when times i do achieve, all of u dun recognises me... all of u only bow to one clown in the class.... i did the wrong stuff in puting all of u as top priority, and thus neglect the others and now i end up suffering at this state... i noe the others will now neglect me too like what i did to them then cause of u people... karma... i had enough now i walk alone.... go into abstinence and see what i can get out of it... sometimes i wanna vent my anger out so much that feel like beating u guys up... but i could not refuse that u guys did help me in times of need too... but for wats worth, i feel that those help require a price to pay... despite all the insults and unhappiness i have today, the ram in the face did felt good.... sorry ck for carrying the guilt for all of everyone, but i really need a source for output... and all u guys cared was about playing and making urself happy thats all, u dun care how others feel.. Stupid at 12:28 PM
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