Why do we love?

life is full of expectations and suprises...

yesterday nootka outing, went to hereen eat, watch fire works and go home...but before that went to ZQ land, where the fun begins...

anyway, can see frome zq that he is v disheartened and stuff... because its like everyone focused on eating then on talking, nothing to say bout, jie yi say cause got no common topic, then i kept thinking of crap to keep the conversation going on not to make zq feel sad...

hoever, such things are predictable, i mean, for even other oreintation groups i bet they dun go out as frequently as us, and we should be greatful that we are still out together... guess that the only real interaction starts when we all were put to a situation and solve a problem together.. that gives me a idea.. next orientation outing i organise k? got a pretty good idea, but wonder the girls would join... AGAIN...

ok.. yesterday was the end of my 40 spiritual days with the purpose driven life.. so happy.. but stilll never feel any purpose driving around me, but understood lotsa concepts to be a nice guy there...

one of the problems i noticed many people around me are bothered by problems regarding relationships... i meant, relax guys! if he or she is meant to be yours, then it will be, sometimes id not our time to fulfill that role yet... i noe u are getting impatient about it... but please wait! its will be worse if u ever accidentally moved the wrong move and blow a mine up... the idea is getting that person out of your mind totally... then u will be able to focus on other stuff other than that problem....

i used to like this particular girl once recently, and found out that she is obliviously controlling my life, whenever i do something, i think of her... untill one day i cant stand this thorn in my flesh, i prayed to our heavenly father: ' Lord, if it is your will to make me like this person, so be it, if not, just let me totally forget about her and be able tofocus and carry out your will'
and the next moment, the splinter removed, i felt great.. thank lord....

for non christians, i suggest u could use the old method of forgetting and avoiding some one totally until they become so insignificant in ur life.. that is what i will be doing.. unless it is a drive that is so strong u couldnt stand the pressure, then congrats she's the one.. but many take the latter as an excuse to be submitted to the web of love... it is v hard for me to explain wat is strong sense of attraction here... but i think u will get ur ideas....

so thats it i wanna say to say.. thanx for readers out there who still read this bloggie.. thought it will become a deserted blog... but was proven wrog.. haha... i will work hard in everything i promise... thank god.

Living with purpose is the only way to live...