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| Thursday, August 31, 2006 happy teachers day to ms quek, mrs ho, mr wong, mrs chan, mrs tan , mr yeo and many others teachers out there... heck, as though they will read this blog... why do i bother reading her blog noeing that she will either ignore me or shoot me back negatively... i duno why also... perhaps its just that she is the only few who update regularly... but then, should let her blog bring me down also... today while i was watching the concert, was thinking why have i been not myself lately... then thinkin think thaen found out that it is because that i have forgotten the secondary school days... where my time have been far so difficult for me... coming to pj, i am so comfortable to the environment that i had become complacent about it and forgotten about the ture purpose... thankx to that familiar tinge of a feeling given by my class i then started to remember... its a rather hard concept that sometimes i even have problems understanding myself... but i find that the purpose of me is i will never be good enough to anybody or to somebody, that pple out there will always criticise on my views, opinions and options... and thats why it hurts pple most... u close ur eyes and look at ur heart, u think of all the bad things out there people can do to u, even ur loved ones do to u, it gets so much scar that it feels a firey hinge of pain in it, and that flares u up so much tht the fire inside no longer burns bright, but it burns darkly.... that is why i like batman, for a man who have been pushed to his limits where he couldnt take the world's way pf life anymore that he decided to go to the extreme... that is why i came to jc.. i wanted to go to the extreme.. and thus being tempted by frens who make m elost track of my primary objective... hate turns to a black fire which burns so much that red eyes turns to envy... its time to wake up and see how evil the people around can be... and thus fighting a fire of briliance red with a fire of navy black.. shred them into pieces could only make u feel the sweetness of revenge.. i dun want to cry with tears of regret on judgement day and being mocked at by them... i will always remember my sec sch days, just like present days... felt so good clearing everything in my mind... ahhhh... if there's a choice, i wished i could turn back time and went to appeal... Stupid at 9:40 AM
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