Why do we love?

I was so pissed yesterday...

i in some way, dropped mc mp3, got several scratches on it, and was being blamed at, i humbly accepted all the scoldings, and find means to get it off.

what i was pissed about is mag trying to rub salt into my wound, she said smth bout: ' u better get it off'.. and i was like: ' WTF' its not even urs la, mc haven say such things yet who gives u right to say it, man, at that moment i really wanna slap her in the face.

then i ren.

thanx wensley for accompanying me to where ever i go.. although it is a wasted trip..

i head to jurong east to creative to see what the lady could do bout it, and it is a long long hot, walk. there and back.. and the lady say, u can change, but u have to change the lcd screen and everything, that will cost u the same as ur mp3.. then i was like. ok... and walk away... called mc to tell her, and what was to my surprise was she expected me to change! . she must me thinking i was rich or smth like that. i feel so disappointed then. walked such a long way then for nothing...

I ren MORE..

ok, then i tot, nvm la, go expo shop and see what there can do... then take an 1 hr train go there, shop, the queue was like so bloddy long and there only have 5 counter, so didnt buy anythig.. the army knife i wan also sold out, no free door gift, all given away... and there dun even have ATM so cant draw $ to eat...

I renrenren...

damn unhappy... wensley borrow me $ then we eat BK and take train back to cck... i was damn dumb damn stupid and damn pissed... shld have listen to RJ advice.

then i went there met wens bro and went to popular... got so fed up so i buy the stuff that i wanted to buy regardless the price... then who noes, the swiss knife there bu 2nd set at 1 dollar! while expo is 10 cents.. then i meant 1 dollar not much diff from 10 cents wat.. then i was happy, but pissed with my self...

i ren...

then went to diy shop to see what i can buy to polish that mp3... then the lady said the polish sold out.. and that superior the lady asked was like damn bochup... i damn angry liao... so i head home...

but before that i went to my house opposite the hard ware stores to check whther they have anything they sell like this.. clearly, those aunties there dunno.. cause its like so ang mor... so i damn fustrated...

went home, search the store for the auto soil i use to polish metal and experiment it on mp3...

WAH! can sia.. although now still got a bit.. but improved la...
then i thank god and damn happy..

sometimes i feel that why am i so suay, but i found out that in the middle of what is suay, god upthere is actually trying to tell u smth, he is telling u that whatever u do now is wrong, head back, and u will get what u want.. so i wasted my time, going round and round singapore before reaching my destination.. silly me...

i also found out that luckily i ren if not the consequences may be worse.

In a world where people couldn't care less, Christians should be the people who couldn't care more...