Why do we love?

im staring blankly into the screen thinking of ways of how to speak.... cant phrase my thoughts... duno how to tell u...

i think u give me this period from now till end of a level to be a loner can? that will benefit our academics a bit more... so sorry if i made any u noe wat comments and stuff.. nv thought that u pple will take it personal....

i nv compare... i have to admit that they are easier to fit in but i didnt say that u all no good then dun be frens... for ur info im cutting them out too... i have something to focus on and thats my way of studying... i promise after a level everything will resume k?

and for ur own good.. i think u should adopt this tactic too.. work wonders.. recess skip lunch do work and go home straight and stuff... u told me once that no matter wat happens u wanna work hard wat.. thought u understand this..

anyway.. im very glad that u guys adopt the habit of sitting in front of class.. thats great.. finally like got front role sit and stuff... wanna transform to a few months nerd.. got a promise to fulfill.... and u understand that when i get things serious im less noisy and stuff...

and as for yp... i dunno wat to say la.. she some how have to understand that being crazy in class and hard work does not mix... thats why its called hard work... HARD... aiya.. we shldnt be talking bout this u noe... i talked to CK bout this and he said something that we are adults liao and shldnt really be so concerned about clicques, wherebouts and stuff..i do agree u noe.. and somehow it makes some sense, especially when i have a target to achieve...

thats all...

argh.. still sick.. hope can recover by sun...

trm going out to get weasel present tgt with D...

soh out