Why do we love?

after reading MC's blog i noe at one instance that she was shooting at me... and of course i should have expected that to happen... leaving them and all without a explanation or least even a note.. bystander we think that i might even try to steal CK over to my side and stuff...

but seriously. truthfully, pls dun think this way... its not so complicated as u think...

juz wanna let u guys noe firstly.. after converted to christian.. CK and i relate pretty well so its not like trying to steal fren and stuff...

secondly... after MYE, i going to be like full speed ahead... and noeing the CK's personality of not so motivated in studying.. my plan is to guide CK in his academics and stuff.. while the other side.. stedston is there to guide anyway... this is a rather good strategy as i thought as if ck and yp will be together everyone will juz give in and slack... inculuding me of course...

thirdly, im not angry or anything with u guys.. truly! juz that, need some of my own space as u said...

ok.. thats that...

now.. i gonna complain....

wah lau!!! im juz fell sick after like piaing for like 3 days only!! i used to have better stamina for that... darn.. and yesterday i was like telling my dad i wanna sleep early and he used it as an opportunity to shoot me about me going to church.. wat the---

then damn disaapointing.. i was studying then tell my mum nowadays study cant finish study till i sick.. she says.. who ask u go sms and so play com always??? i was like wat the----

at this rate, i think i will ascend to heaven faster then i expected...

sometimes im so disappointed in everyone.. like ther should be more understanding and stuff...
can god please lead me with the holy spirit????