Why do we love?

i felt like having a heart attack.. suddenly boom! my heart very ache.. i think cause im getting more and more excited as the exams draws nearer..

i duno why but kept having this feeling that i haven unleash my full potential yet.. and i think the only thing that is holding me back is my laziness... too distracting already.. im so afraid wat happens if i cant enter uni..

sometimes i really feel like talk to someone else besdies god.. cause he doesnt reply u verbally...
i wanted to talk to mum, but i dun wanna make her worry..
talk to junior? she alreeady have enough problems of her own..
talk to wens? he'll juz brush off the subject..
talk to aaron or lugi? i guess we haven seen each other for so long that we felt like in different planets...
talk to charis? for get it... i'll get suan...

ended up talking back to god... the person whos always there... but i still feel someting wierd inside me.. cause i haven unleash my potential or something.. something is not right this days... like im living in a virtual world kinda thing... nope, i didnt catch any movies... this is wat i truly feel...

really feel like just sit for the a level paper and juz go home kinda thing.. but no.. i must fight, can u imagine being no where to go after my A levels? i must do it.. no matter wat it takes...

God bless us all... bless u too