Why do we love?

Seems like the holidays people tend to spend more time in playing then doind the so called relaxing activities during the exams.. thats why people tends to blog less this few days.. including me..

later at night tonight is my prom night.. i noe i should be enthusiastic about it, but i don't... perhaps it is because of what happened yesterday..

i found her frenster.. yep, my dark past.. and i dunno why, i started feeling depressed again.. and i hate that feeling.. ya, and trying to prevent my thoughts from going wild and doing something crazy like adding her and stuff.. i tried blogging to shift my attention...

Man, how long has it been? 3 years? and i'm still holding a grudge.. what kinda of man am i? and yes, finally have a peek on her latest edition of her boyfren, trust me, its countless..

and sometimes, things u noe, u should pretent that u dunno, however when it comes to doing this between your best fren and ur old time crush, it aint that is easy... thats why im feeling this way right now...

further more, the story of my revolution doesnt end there does it? aint i having a good life now? i have a nice com, nice fone, v good frens, many frens, nice junior and a loving god all by my side... How can i ever forget, wens, Sted, CK, YP, mel chan, Zq, Yuan xiao, song hoe, and the list goes on... all such frens are such wonderful gifts from my destiny and why do i still hunger over the relationship btw me and her?

maybe its because of my personality, when i want something i make sure i get it.. 3 years and maybe more to get it.. why? i dont noe.. man, i dunno what aaron anf the others may think if they read this.. but i doubt they do..

venom finally appeared in the spidey 3 footage, caught a nice glimsp of him..

oh and i became a teacher of 2 students.. tuition, part time job... easy money, heavy responsibility, found myself reading sec 1 text all over again, my wish came true, im back to studying...

i wish it didn't have to be this way... I'm going to be so great one day...