Sunday, November 12, 2006

ok, im getting panicky again...

if i gonna screw another paper, then my life is screwed...

darn.. prepared for 2 years and now this.. wondering can i still make it to the U...

been praying real hard here...

and god is testing my faith here...

i juz want all of this to be over.. 5 more days...

then i;ll list out my goal in life and do it right away...

i badly want to get into u cause i wanna show my mum me graduating.. i noe its her dream.. i must fulfill it, if i dont i regret for the rest of my life..

so much uncertainties in the future, im so scared.. i try to comfort my self that god is watching, nothing bad can happen.. but like what morpheus said, there is a differemce between knowing the path and walking the path...

must get to U no matter what, if it even means retaking...

learn to be like Chang Jin like that, kicked out of palace become medical lady and get back in..
i hope i have those kinda courage too...

but wait, it still haven been determined that i fail yet.. so keep praying..

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