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| Monday, December 18, 2006 Today, i attained enlightenment... thanks to my buddy wensley.. Man, how stupid i have been being Mr-all-so-negative... ya, and i think i have hurt Junior in the process and of course, my heavenly father's heart... Yes, i agree that at many things, i dont do well, like studies and recreational activities... but like what the all so many people told me, i make frens easily, i dont noe how to, if u ask me to write a step by step way of making frens, i will just stare into thin air giving a stupid look... well, yeah, and out of the 18 years finally i acknowleged this attribute... it does help.. actually, its an heavenly gift... like wens said in the Mr. Genius tone: ' that's great, U've received The Calling!' for non-believers it actually means u achieved enlightenment about your purpose in life... Yes. many of us feel that we have no purpose in life.. just like me when i was a day or 2 ago... u play pool u got thrashed, u play DOTA u got owned, u study, u never be the best, u learn music and u suck... i seriously, deeply, know, how it felt like... like u feel like commiting all your life in learning all the attributes and excel in them all and thrash them back... so Dr.L. Wensley.W comes in again and rebutted : 'so what u beaten them? u feel happy for a split second, and then u are back to reality, u are still wanting to beat more people...' "OUCH!" yup. that hurts, cause it hit the spot.. but of course me the CX guy trying to keep a tough front brushing the statement away with a ' well.. thats true..' and gave a snort... i finally found my purpose after talking with my godly brother.. and i feel good about it... and i gonna fulfill my purpose right after the SERVE programme... Thank you , Lord.. bless you... There are 2 ways that each of us can approach life : spending our days meeting our needs or looking for ways to meet other's needs. The mystery is that when we spend our life focused on our needs, we are never satisfied and our deepest needs never seem to be met. But when we pour out our life and focus on how we can serve others, we find not only incredible fulfillment but our deepest needs are met as well! Learning to serve leads to the happily ever after finish you've always dreamed of. -Eric and Leslie Ludy authors of When God Writes Your Love Story Stupid at 7:09 PM
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