Why do we love?

wens, when are u coming back, i miss getting thrashed by u, getting suan by u and miss pulling ur hair, oh gosh, cant imagine i said that.. but some how i did...

today, i tumbled into a situation where i found all of my old sch frens, gosh, for those who noe me, it aint really a good news, aint a bad news either.. its just i dun like to talk about stuff... and some how, it always comes back to haunt me...

that day i left JVS, i promise with my life that the next time i step back to the pathetic grounds i will be so accomplished, yet look at me now, still a loser...

maybe god just wants me to be a loser and i could do nothing much bout it, or maybe god wants me to put in my full determination to break this cycle.. i have no idea.. waiting for his call...

borrowed many books, loved reading, not bad books though...

went to RSAF seminar and saw a glimsp of hope, and hope GOd does make a way for me there...

dear god, im in pain, pls help me as u know best, amen