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| Monday, December 18, 2006 Have u guys every felt like hiding your face foreverfrom the world and just want to be some one anonymous? ya, i did.. always... its always those lonely raining nights that i always thought of such thngs... u look out the window, u see the cold dark night.. where everything is so silent... an optimist tells u that its actually peaceful... an pessimist tells u that the night is filled with unsung sorrows... nights like this, makes me feel like running away from this insane world.. as i consider myself as the latter.. the only way is to put on a mask, hide ur face, ur identity, basically u'll be offered a new lease of life, where people is oblivious of... if there is a restart button in my life, i will just hit it.. caue i found out i really wasted a lot of my time in my life.. and now.. at this moment, i feel, i have no purpose in this place no more... advantages of being a pessimist in an optimist view... 1) he does not get boastful 2) constantly know that he have to improve himself to survive 3) finds the concept of optimism is bullshit 4) sees no hope, thus do not waste energy on useless stuff 5) often ends up being alone, thus have plenty of free space to do what he wants 6) always weeping, thus when sad matters really come, they do not weep, cause tears are dry 7) lastly, if pessimism turns to fury, great progress will be made... its another cold raning morning....... Stupid at 8:06 AM
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