Why do we love?

went to aarchery and had this little talk with coach LC...

i went to tell her that no matter how hard i try, i cant to seemed to beat anyone.. while others improve significantly, i think i remain stagnant... even if wens was to come back and shoot again, i think he'll beat me without much traning... in other words.. its the L word on me.. L_O_S_E_R.....

then she said ' if u think u are, then u are, if u think u are a winner, then u win,, ur mind is a very powerful thing, and once u believe in what u can achieve or what u cant, it happens'

immediately after that, i had many hits on the bulls eye...

i guess the greastest weakness in me is that i lack the confidence in myself, and im a negative kind of person.. thanks to mum.. she influence me... ya, so that explains my paranoia.. rite CK?

got to change though...

holidays is full of i got nothing to do kind of activities, so ended up lazing around.. going online yet dunno what to do and also spend efforts on useless games and activites.. i think it is really really time for me to get back to work where i can improve and show progress in several aspects of my life...

i hope charis did buy something for me in thailand...