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Thursday, January 11, 2007
hmm.. i guess attending serve really did allow me saw how the christian living is like... and seriously i kinda like it...
i mean, throughout my life im looking for answers that i wanted to find, questions which are not answered word for word, where u have to find the answeres by experiencing it, i found those answers all in the bible...
why didnt have anyone told me before in the past 18 years?
everything makes sense to me right now, and i suddenly feel so, fruitful...
but then again, spiritually, i'm having an head on battle with the devil living in me, its like every single time i thought of something bad, its like i have to think twice before acting, my movements are restricted, but i know it is for a greater good...
it is so tempting sometimes, to go ahead with what the devil says, ' nvm la, go ahead, sleep la, exercise for wat...' or ' juz blame everything at that guy la, its all his fault '
i have to think twice, giving answers i never thought i would have given ' be thankful that he ( someone i find it irritating ) is here... and he's here for a reason '
i wouldnt do that if i never met God this way, most probably will juz swear at situations that i find inappropriate...
its really hard for me, really, like this giant devil sitting on u saying ' BOy! u not following my words anymore !!! give u more headache!!'
and the other end of a tunnel is a bright light saying :' good, u are walking towards ur own salvation...'
its a spiritual war in me, every decision i make is a battle of victory or defeat, but im glad i have such struggles, cause im really a threat now to Satan...
i wish u who are reading this, take this testimony that i 've shown u all, if u are feeling down, or thinking why this world is such a cruel place, would try to seek the answer through this guy i call God, perhaps u may think that it is impossible to believe in what i say and in those over evangelistic christians stuff, but for frens i noe, this account i'm having is all true, so true that im saying this with all my heart...
found this cool site, click the bible frequently ask questions, there got nice answers..
www.bible.com
my world is aint that bad after all..
i mean, throughout my life im looking for answers that i wanted to find, questions which are not answered word for word, where u have to find the answeres by experiencing it, i found those answers all in the bible...
why didnt have anyone told me before in the past 18 years?
everything makes sense to me right now, and i suddenly feel so, fruitful...
but then again, spiritually, i'm having an head on battle with the devil living in me, its like every single time i thought of something bad, its like i have to think twice before acting, my movements are restricted, but i know it is for a greater good...
it is so tempting sometimes, to go ahead with what the devil says, ' nvm la, go ahead, sleep la, exercise for wat...' or ' juz blame everything at that guy la, its all his fault '
i have to think twice, giving answers i never thought i would have given ' be thankful that he ( someone i find it irritating ) is here... and he's here for a reason '
i wouldnt do that if i never met God this way, most probably will juz swear at situations that i find inappropriate...
its really hard for me, really, like this giant devil sitting on u saying ' BOy! u not following my words anymore !!! give u more headache!!'
and the other end of a tunnel is a bright light saying :' good, u are walking towards ur own salvation...'
its a spiritual war in me, every decision i make is a battle of victory or defeat, but im glad i have such struggles, cause im really a threat now to Satan...
i wish u who are reading this, take this testimony that i 've shown u all, if u are feeling down, or thinking why this world is such a cruel place, would try to seek the answer through this guy i call God, perhaps u may think that it is impossible to believe in what i say and in those over evangelistic christians stuff, but for frens i noe, this account i'm having is all true, so true that im saying this with all my heart...
found this cool site, click the bible frequently ask questions, there got nice answers..
www.bible.com
my world is aint that bad after all..
Stupid at 7:21 PM