Why do we love?

Today, God spoke...

this is what he says:

Son, It's time.Get up on your feet, start planning master planner, be hardworking , disciplined and work to wards ur destination to become the man i want u to be, christ-like.

yeah, and that is what i am working towards to...

i found out some of the sorces of distractions which normally initiate to sin, like for example, being with wensley means feel like angry with him.. aiya, dont noe how to say, what i feel towards him is anger missed with several other things like concern.. so very hard to describe..

and also, keeping my self away from the computer.. try to stop wasting time in it...

Jesus said, if your eyes cause u to sin, dig it out and throw it away.. thats what i am doing..

anyway, i think after every serve i must relax for a while, slow down, and think of the lessons, cause if got intense lessons, i think i'll end up hating knowing God onli...

thats all... Shalom to all...

i find myself unworthy of thy love, thats why i'm afraid to look up to u....
but deep down iside i love thee...