Why do we love?

yay...

i finally won pool fair and square, hit in the last black ball without entering the white...

funny thing is that, i suppose to be berserkingly happy but i aren't...

i guess, sometimes when u want something so much, u practise practise and finally when u got it, it feels like nothing at all...

earthly treasures where the moth and rust destroy...

my mood swings are getting more and more stable already... one word to describe my mood: sian. think off the brightside it aint that bad after all...

still cant think of anything for Junorita yet... neither do i have the money.

everything is still screwed up and messy now...

i hope i can have the determination and endurance to change everything back to normal.

i need some sleep... ZZzzzZZZzzzZZZZzzzzzzzzz

and sleep how long also not enough... i think i like lost my soul or something, body and mind moving, yet spirit, dead... a dead corpse typing...

pls ressurect me!!