Why do we love?

I hate Cny, where people got all wierd and panicky and started to do spring cleaning, people get so fustrated and try to prevent them selves to flare up... The red colour everywhere seems to fuel the anger, and also that they have all the wierd relatives meeting up without talking, and all those relatives u see once in a year, in fact u all just don't like each other. and also, it is all trying to stumble Christian values. With all the gambling and such...

Moreover, red packets fuel greed of money. All those burning of joss paper and joss sticks pollute the air like crap, making me headache. and the worst of all is... it last for freaking 15 days...

A season to be jolly? more like a season to be folly.

I pray so much man.. like every fustration i sense from anyone i pray to God, to help my family and the community. it is so hard to pray especially u are in a non-christian environment... u got to pray while u eat in ur heart and stuff... but every time i prayed, i felt peace. shalom...

my mum ask me to pray with her also, and so i did.. i hope my dad will do the same so we all can accept christ...

anyway, i cant wait the CNY holidays to end so i can go back to serve.... then can have some fun in meeting the rest of the group and make more Fabemily jokes....

sigh... wed seems so long away.. and trm is a Sunday...

Are you the one that we can sustain a Godly relationship? i've been praying you know? then how will i know the answer? You have been so special...