Why do we love?

Got into school of infantry specialist..

the place is like hell..

Sergeants scold u and dun care bout you.. the training is tough, and u dun have rest time..

i dunno how am i going to go thru it..

Dear God
Help me go through this 9 more weeks.. give me strength courage and wisdom.. im afraid i cant do it, afraid of making mistakes, im afraid of the scoldings and punishments...

Lord, i know that if i go through this 9 weeks, i will become i better man, but i need you to let me feel your presence with me, wrap me with your righteousness and confidence, and let me do all things right, im afraid, but with you, everything is possible..

Lord take good care of my family also, for i love them dearly, and i also pray that you will be able to let me be more strong mentally, lord, and pray that u will helpp me get into university after this 1 year 9 months more..

Lord, if i get through all this, and become a better man, i will submit all this new skills and character back to you, i will serve u with all my life..

in Jesus Christ most holy name,
Amen.