Why do we love?

Im really glad that people are refering to my blog as a source of motivation to them. And im also really glad that they could get closer to God throught this words of mine.

However I will like to tell everyone here that I may not be that great person u may see in you guys eyes. Its God that its great. Not me.

Why?

Because i noe myself, i perhaps may be the worst man in the universe. I noe what i have done, i noe my sins. and i may be even worse then u.

but time and time again, God forgave my sins, and time and time again i disappoint him... Am i too much i ask myself? I noe i am, but He still look at me with those 'Its ok son, u have another chance'

The choice its still mine to make God proud and let him say :' U finally changed, u finally did it !'

yeah..

ANyway, continuing from my previous post, i can see how blessed i actually am...

Whatever i do, i depend greatly on God.

Especially when it comes to IPPT.

I been failing, and that night, i prayed, infact everyone prayed.. hard...

I passed.

i dunno how, i never pulled 6 pull ups with an injured arm, i never jumped 221 and even if i passed 216 its a miracle. but some how, i felt that, when i pull up, god assisted me,

when i jumped SBJ, GOd pulled me higher.

Jesus said, if u have faith of a mustard seed, u can move mountains, was my faith less then a mustard seed?

perhaps, maybe. yeah.

2nd thing i would like to share is this story my christian buddy in my platoon shared with me.

he told me that in peaceful times, u walk along a beach, u see 2 steps of foot steps, one is myself, the other is God.

in Harsh times, u see one set of foot steps, u start to blame GOd. GOD! where are you when i need u! why did u forsake me?

GOd answered: i didnt forsake u, i was carrying u and runnning away from danger.

How it touched me with this simple story. and how little faith we all have. i would always cvry why God forsake me too...

3rd thing i wanna share is about love.

been wondering why they said faith hope and love, love is the greatest.

And it struct me that. even those who are evil loves, loves the things they have, love the things they want, love their girls, their partners, love money.

How great love is.

and how difficult to have a true, godly kinda love.

Prayer works!