Why do we love?

I'm out again.. should rejoice everytime i have chance to be out..

so many things happened this week..

hmm,
first, i cant clear SOC low rope again
second, got a confirmed list of pple going in to OCS and i'm not one of them because of SOC
third, hearing bout several problems happening at home.
fourth, got into the 9 divison infantry parade but substituting one guy, and it rained during the parade so we marched in the rain, rather honoured.
fifth, several of my mates not happy cause i got into the parade but they didnt
sixth, finally cleared low wall..

hmm.. u are right, i seemed to have more negative thoughts then positive ones, just look at the list up there...

sheesh, me and my automatic negative thoughts... Got to find a way to work on that...

anyway, i got to thank a special some one which i think i should have thanked like since BMT, well as u know, i in army very sian, no one to talk to le, but she is patient all along to hear all my rantings, talking to me, hearing my crap, ok have to admit sometimes i get too overboard and start to piss her offwith my negative thoughts, but she's nice enough to stand by all the way.. truly touched, and i felt so bad that when she needs help i dun even noe whether i'm available..
thanks alot, really,, u know who u are. probably u are the only emotional support i have within this 2 years. I thank God that i have met such a wonderful you.

Got to book in trm morning cause i missed out some stupid first aid lesson for the parade.. sianz.. but ok la, afternoon come out le..

Tired