Why do we love?

just came back from eskibar in holland V.. Very kool place...

there was this room which have a temp of -11 deg with a bar top made out of ice...

ordered a wrong drink which tasted like a cheap soft drink.. yv they all had so much cooler and more alcoholic drink.. jealous...

She's flying off tomorrow, thats why we met today.. sigh.. wrote me a card like thing.. saying smth like :' ... know that u are a caring and nice person , but you have to be more confident of yourself and dun care so much about what others say ...'

Shes so right... for your info, well, we didnt met as frequent as last time this days, yet she still knows my character.

Infact, i think that is my greatest problem in me.. low self esteem..

just like this morning, where everyone get to clear SOC except for me, i felt so demoralised, and especially when i compare myself to Wens, he like always get the good stuff.. Seems like God has always blessing him, clearing SOC, silver for ippt and have a good bunch of frens kinda thing..

me felt, kinda unblessed, useless infact, like never had what others have..

that hit the spot.. problems of all problems..

got to learn to overcome it manz..

anyway, I hope i can see yvonne again.. and when I do see her again, I hope she see a more confident and better man in me...

Take good care,yv