Why do we love?

Lord i'm doing all i can to be a better man...

A song by robbie williams..

Last week, i made this prayer in church. i wanna be a godly man..

and during the week, many bad things happened.. my soul mate is having doubts, my army life seemed super unpleasent, my grandma hospital bill came..

and i blamed God that how am i going to handle all this... with all this problems, how am i going to be a godly man...

Today, i went to church.. talked to some pple, but yet, feeling rather alone.. and then somehow, this little voice spoke in me and i found out the answer..

A godly man is a man that made godly decisions when faced with problems.

How blind i've been! found out that God is actually giving me opportunities to solve them!
yup.. and i decided.. to do it..

trust in God and follow our hearts, cause only our hearts know what to do...